My Princessa

Chapter 34

Rosabella's Pov
I don't know how l feel about Elena ,she seems like a nice woman but looks can be deceiving and above all of that l feel like l am betraying my mother
My mother may have hurt me emotionally but she was still my mother and l love her
When dad found me back then l didn't get to move in the mansion but being here feels like home and l like being surrounded by the people l love
"Can l join you" l turned to see Elena standing at the door of the library talk about the devil and l waved my hand for her to come in
"I like being here too ,the silence is comforting" she said and l nodded
*Nothing lasts forever Rosabella and l may not know much but l can tell you've been through a lot " l really hate that way everyone is looking at with pity and everyone saying that they are sorry or their advice
I held my hand up to Elena to stop her from talking anymore l was already annoyed with the direction this conversation was taking
"Don't get me wrong Rosabella but you are so young to be bottling up your emotions, you have got to talk about this at some point " she continued and tears flowed from my eyes
I immediately left the library and ran towards my room but before l could enter l felt a hand on my shoulder and l turned to see dad looking at me with concern but l was so angry at him
l went inside my room with dad following me and l paced to try and contain my anger
"Bella what's wrong " dad asked and my eyes snapped to him
"How could you " l said and he looked at me confused
"What"
"How could you tell everyone about my personal matters dad ,is that why everyone is walking on eggshells around me huh ,l trusted you but you made me a laughing stock "l shouted
"Calm down and tell me clearly what you mean because you are not making sense " dad said but at this moment all l could think about was that my father betrayed me
"You guys must have had a lot of fun laughing about how broken l am right dad " l said taunting him
"Enough of this disrespect Rosabella you know l would never do such a thing to you and l don't know who fed you this nonsense"
"You are lying but why am l surprised you lied 2 years back " l said angrily
"Is that how you really feel Rosabella" dad mumbled softly and l couldn't miss the emotions in his eyes he looked hurt and heartbroken ,and l felt guilty for saying those words to him
l tried to speak but he cut me off
"I tried everything to bring you and your brother home l swear l did and l am sorry l couldn't do it sooner but l did everything l could" he said and l saw tears in his eyes
"Sorry won't change what happened a year back" l said but suddenly l felt like l couldn't breathe and my body felt heavy and everything went black