Conviction

18

Chapter 18:

"I don't really think you need a shower." I say looking Dean over when I get into his car. HE scoffs and looks over to me giving me a really look. "I'm serious the grease monkey looks kinda cute."

Dean shakes his head amused. "Men aren't cute little one. I'm sexy." he says confidently and I smile looking out of the window. I don't have  a reply to that because its true but I don't know how I would say that without it sounding like more.

"So what are we watching?" I ask trying to change the subject and Dean sends me a smirk knowing my intent.

"What ever you want." he says and I purse my lips thinking about it for a second.

"I don't really know."

Dean gets a big smile and says "I'll pick it then."

"Scary movies are my favorite soo.." I say trailing of.

Dean sighs and says "Why can't you be like most girls?"

Shrugging proudly I say "That's one of the things you love most about me."

Dean looks at me for a second and turns his car off. "That's true but I love a whole lot more."

My eyes widen when I see where this is going. "When did you figure this out?" I ask him trying ot play cool but on the inside im exploding.

Dean gives me a small loving smile and says "I've known for a while little one but I just didn't want to say anything because it wasn't the right time."

"And now's the right time?" I ask him looking around the car. This isn't wat I would call romantic with anyone else but with Dean he could have said it when we were at the junk yard and I wouldn't have enjoyed it any less.

"You brought up the L word so I was just going with it." he mumbles shrugging. I giggle because he is just to adorable.

"So what are you saying?" I ask wanting him to just say it already.

He takes my hand off of my lap and holds it in his. "I love you Evangeline Ruth Carter and i'm not letting you go."

With a happy laugh I throw my arms around his greased up body and plant a kiss on his lips. I only leave them there for a second before burying my head in his neck and saying "I love you Dean."

That was my first kiss so I have to say im a little shy to pull back and see his reaction. But when he doesn't wrap his arms around me I bite my bottom lip and pull back to see his reaction.

He's just sitting there looking out of the passenger side window. His face is so shocked it makes me sit back and watch him wanting to know what he's going to do next. We sit there for like three days -that's how it feels to me- before he finally looks at me. "You just.." he mumbles trying to get himself together. "You just kissed me." he says still in shock.

"Is that okay?" I ask quietly and Dean nods quickly making his eyes sparkle.

"I'm just shocked. I didn't think you were ready for that." he says getting out of the car.

Pulling my eyebrows together I get out and follow him into the house. "I've been waiting for you." I say still confused. "You don't look to happy."

Dean stops in his tracks making me almost topple over from the impact. He reaches out and catches me before I hit the ground. "Trust me im the happiest man alive I think Im just still in shock."

Reaching up on my tiptoes I kiss his lips lightly again wanting to show him im serious. This time though I think his shock ends because his arms go around me and his soft lips start moving with mine. He doesn't go any further and im happy with that because I don't know what I would do if that happened. If he tried French kissing me or something I think I would die.