Conviction

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Turning my body to look at Dean I ask "What are you thinking about?" We are at his house watching a movie but I can tell he's not really into it.

He looks over at me and says "Shena."

I get more confused that I already was and ask "What about Shena?"

"It's been a week little one and she's already changed so much."

Smiling largely I nod "God is like that Dean. He cleans you up and makes you new." Shena has been way different and it amazes me how much she has changed. She barley wears any makeup and everything she wears is modest. Momma took her shopping to get her clothes because Shena was worried about having to wear the clothes she has already.

She hasn't stayed over here since she has been saved and I think that is a shock to everyone because she stayed here every night. She told me that her and Colton make out sometimes but when it starts getting to far she stops. She doesn't drink or curse like she use to and she goes to church every time we have it sometimes she txt me asking if we have church when she know we don't. Her change is amazing because our God is amazing.

"Colton likes her change but I think he gets frustrated." he informs me and I frown. Dean chuckles and says "They use to have sex everyday Eva and now they don't at all."

"Oh." I mumble because I guess that would take a toll on a guy. Going from doing it every day to not having it a whole week. He's going to have to get use to it though because Shena doesn't fornicate anymore. "Is he happy that she is saved though?"

"He's happy he talks about it all of the time but he's just......." Dean says trailing off at a loss of words and I nod in understanding. It would be hard because the flesh is lustful and it wants what it wants but with God we have to kill the flesh and awake the spirit.

"I'll be praying for him." I mumble because I don't want this to break them apart. I feel that Colton is God's match for Shena. They have been through so much together and they have not broken apart yet. "So I wanna ask a question but you don't have to answer." I say seriously and Dean turns to me sitting up straighter on the couch.

He nods for me to continue and I grimace before asking "How many people have you slept with?" Dean looks away from me and sighs. "Remember you don't have to answer." I say kinda regretting asking the question now.

Dean turns back to me and looks me over a second before shaking his head. "No, you deserve to know. You can't get mad though."

"I'm not gonna get mad." I state and he sighs.

"Um....... Twenty-seven." he says with a wince and I swear my jaw smacks the ground and bursts into a million pieces.

"Twenty-seven?" I whisper ask making sure I heard him right. Dean looks at me seriously and I know I heard him just right. I suck in a lot of air and look ahead of me. Bringing my hand up I rub my forehead and ask "Why?"

"I think your mad." Dean states and I look up at him with a raised eyebrow.

"I said I wasn't going to get mad."

Dean raises a brow in return and says "Your tone of voice says your mad."

"Dean i'm not mad I just want to know why." I say with a little snap in my voice but its not because im mad he slept with that many people im shocked yes but Im getting mad he's ignoring the subject.

He raises his hands and says "I was a stupid kid that thought all girls were good for was sex and their looks." he looks really ashamed and I sigh. "I understand now that that's not the case. You have opened my eyes little one and I love you so much. Your my first and only love."