Lady Red Dress (Past Series #1)

Chapter 18

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He held my cheek and gently caressed it, he wiped away my tears. The way he held me seemed to make me feel better.

"That's why I'm here, bae. I'm gonna fix everything okay hmm? Stop crying now I'm not leaving you again." He assured me.

That make me feel better after hearing his words. I nodded him before put my head on his shoulder in that position. He held my waist gently he fix our position to comfortable one and that's better.

I faced his neck and spoke to him. "Tell me." I said in low voice that only him can hear.

He gently caressing my back.

"Remember what i said to you before leaving you alone?" He asked me.

I remembered that even what he says to me before leaving me without any words. I nod at him as answer. He sighed before speak again.

"What I said that time is not what your thinking." He said.

Inalis ko ang ulo ko sa pagkakasandal sa kanya at tinignan siya ng nagtataka, ngumiti siya ng maliit sa akin.

"I know what are you thinking, but i want to clarify again what I said back then."

I look at him waiting for him telling me what is it. Gaya kanina ay ngumiti lang siya sa akin. Nakatingin pa rin ako sa kanya, hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at 'yon naman ang pinagka abalahan niya.

"I want to end our friendship Zarein Naya." He finally said.

Shock can be seen on my face because of what he said. Magsasalita na sana ako pero agad din siyang nag salita.

"And that not what your think." He added.

He rubbed my hand and gently hold that as if it was a glass.

"What do you mean by that? You want to end our friendship because of what?" Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko mag salita.

Ang kaninang magaan na pakiramdam ay bumigat na naman, binawi ko ang kamay ko sa kanya at tinignan lang siya.

"It's not what you thinking–" he doesn't finish his sentence.

"Then tell me." I feel any minute right now that I'm gonna cry.

"Baby listen don't overthink hmm, ayoko na magpatuloy na maging mag kaibigan pa tayo." He said he hold my hand again.

Bumigat na ng tuluyan ang pakiramdam ko at ayon na naman ang luhang kumakawala sa mata ko. Nakita ko ang pagkataranta niya at agad na pinunasan ang mata at pisnge ko gamit ang kamay niya. He looked worried but I don't care.

"W-why? You don't want to be my friend? Nakakapagod ba ako pakisamahan? Ang tagal na natin magkasama Alas... W-we've been friends since child, then why do you want to end our friendship?" Umiiyak na turan ko sa kanya.

Nanatiling tahimik itong nakikinig sa mga sinasabi ko, maya maya pa ay hinawakan niya ang pisnge ko gamit ang dalawang kamay niya, he cooped my faced.

"I told you don't overthink to much that's not what your thinki–"

I removed his hand from my face and look at him.

"Kanina ka pa sabi ng sabi nyan! Paanong hindi mag ooverthink yung tao hah! Para ka namang tanga eh. . ." I sobbed while telling that to him.

I heard his chuckled so i quickly look at him, he was smiling at me.

"I was about to say but you cut me off." He chuckled.

Pinunasan niya ang luha ko at tinignan ng kabuuan ang mukha ko. Hanggang sa dumako ang mga mata niya sa labi ko.