im such a shitty person aren't i? part II

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Louis pov

I'm scared and kinda missed at niall. Like I get that it's hard for him to lie but it's still a little bottle annoying. Now mums have to tell Harry. I'm not happy.

I get outta bed and throw one of Harry's hoodies he left here on and then my red jeans. I slip on my trainers and leave my room. As I get downstairs, I tell mum that I'm going out and I'll be back later. She just nods. She's been different since she found out. 

As I leave the house, I put my headphones on and as I go into spotify, I put my favourite song on. 'better day's by NOAHFINNCE. He's my favourite artist and I press repeat. I love it so much.

As I come to the park, I go to the lake where I agreed to meet harry, but he doesn't know it's me. This could be interesting.

 "Louis?" A voice brings me out of my bubble, I always done out when I listen to music.

 I look up and take my headphones off. "Hi harry"

He sits next to me. "Care to explain?" He asks

 I fidget with my hands and he doesn't stop me. I think he's pissed at me

 "I um.. I... I'm sorry" I stumble

He frowns "Sorry for what?" 

 I look at him. "Why are you here?" I ask

 " that's why I'm sorry. Okay? I'm sorry I'm such a duck up that I have to go and ruin my friendship that's lasted my entire life. I'm sorry okay? Sorry I'm such a fuck up" with that I get up and run. Where to I'm not sure. "LOUIS!!!" I hear someone yell. I don't listen. It's stupid. Just like me. 

Eventually I get to a bridge, I used to go here all the time. With Harry. Shit why can't I find anywhere that I haven't been to with him??

Harry's pov

 "I um.. I... I'm sorry" louis stumbles

"Sorry for what?" i ask

 " that's why I'm sorry. Okay? I'm sorry I'm such a duck up that I have to go and ruin my friendship that's lasted my entire life. I'm sorry okay? Sorry I'm such a fuck up" he yells.

then he gets up and runs

"LOUIS!!!"  i yell. no response, i watch him run and just collapse onto the bench in a crying heap.

niall comes over to me from where he was apparently hiding. "its okay mate, he'll be fine." i dont stop crying. he gets out his phone and calls my mum. i hear him telling her the important deatils, like where i am, but not why im sobbing.

when my mum arrives, im weak from crying and i can hardly walk, but with help from her and niall, i make it home and go straight to bed. but i cant sleep. im worried about louis. i realise that i actually might like him. i didnt even get to explain what had happened. and school starts again tomorrow. fuck it. why is life so hard?

 







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