I'm here for you

a million dreams

HIIII SORRY IVE BEEN VERY BUSY AND PERSONAL STUFF HAPPENED AND LIFE'S SUCKED FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS

I HAVE NO PLAN FOR THIS CHAPTER SO IF IT MAKES NO SENSE, SORRY.

OMG HAVE YOU SEEN THE VIDEO OF LOUIS SAYING THE LARRY RUMERS ARENT TRUE???

BUT HES GOT DYLAN WHO HAS A SONG CALLED YOURE NOT HARRY STYLES AND ALSO HAS SUNG KIWI BEFORE?!?!? THE FESTIVL POSTERS ARE ALSO BLUE AND GREEN *smug face*

ANYWAAAAAAAAAAY ENJOY:))

harry picked up louis and carried him into their room.

once he had gently placed him on the bed, he got down next to him and just ran his hand through his husbands feathery hair.

"im so sorry lou, whats going on? why did you have this happen so many years after, i thought you were doing better, im so sorry" harry muttered quietly to himself.

*roughly an hour later*

"daddy?" freddie asked as he opened the door a crack so he could peep in.

harry lifted his head up, and with one hand around louis, with the other he patted the part of the bed next to him, idicating for freddie to join him. freddie pushed the door open and harry put a finger on his lips, telling him to be quiet.

freddie nodded and climbed onto the bed. he snuggled up close next to harry as he put his arm around his son. "love you freddo" harry whispered.

"love you too daddy" freddie replied shutting his eyes to go to sleep.

LOUIS POV

when i wake up, harry has his arm around me, and i look over and see freddie snuggled closely to harry.

i smile, i have the two people who mean the world to me, right next to me.

i slowly remove hazzas arm from my upper body and place it on the matteress next to me. i get off the bed and put my green crocs on and on my way out of the room, i grab a random hoodie.

i slowly shut the door behind me and go downstairs to the studio where me and haz both write our songs. i have a folder where i keep my most special and personal songs ive written.

i gran the folder and sit down at the desk in the room.

i lean back in the chair. oh the times weve had in this room, the things weve done on this desk. i chuckle as i remeber everything.

i shake my head and get a piece of paper from the folder. i then get up and go to the piano.

i take a deep breath and press record. i then start singing

"I close my eyes and I can see

The world that's waiting up for me
That I call my own
Through the dark, through the door
Through where no one's been before
But it feels like home
They can say, they can say it all sounds crazy
They can say, they can say I've lost my mind
I don't care, I don't care, so call me crazy
We can live in a world that we design
'Cause every night I lie in bed
The brightest colours fill my head
A million dreams are keeping me awake
I think of what the world could be
A vision of the one I see"