I'm here for you

im such a shitty person aren't i?

Harry's pov

It's been 5 days since I last say Louis. I think he's avoiding me. I don't know why. I've tried texting him, he doesn't answer or even see them, I try calling him, it goes to voicemail, I've even been to his house and Jay says that he's either out of busy.

What did I do?

Is it because I found him and told his parents that he's harmed himself? I don't understand.

I start school again tomorrow. We had a long weekend. I'll see him then. Meanwhile I'm meeting niall at nandos. His favourite place to eat.

2 hours after

 "Nialler" I call, I see him at the bus stop he's calling someone. He quickly hangs up when he sees me.

 "Hi haz" he says.

 "Who were you calling?" I ask

 " um. . I.. I... I .. I" he's stuttering. Last time he did that it was a surprise birthday party for me. "What are you plotting niall?" I ask

 He just looks at me and he looks like he's thinking.What to say.

Eventually I just say "nevermind, you don't have to tell me. It's fine, let's go stuff out faces at name is yeah?"

 he looks grateful.

Nialls pov

 I was in a call with Louis. He's told me that he likes Harry and that he wants me to ask him what he's say to going out with someone. A boy that is. You see he's too scared that if he asks Harry, he'd suspect something and he doesn't want their friendship to change. He wants it to stay how it is now.

I feel bad for him, first salmon cowbell ruining him and then having to avoid Harry to stop from saying something stupid.

 "Nialler" someone calls, I look up and see Harry walking towards me.

 "Sorry Louis, Harry's approaching, I'll text you what happens okay?" With that I hang up.

 Harry looks at me like he's trying figure out what I'm up to, fair enough cus I'm not the most sensible person ever.

 "Who were you calling?" He asks

 I blush and say "um... I ... I.. I.. I.." Shut I'm stuttering. Last time I did that , I threw a surprise birthday party for harry.

 "It's fine, you don't have to tell me" he says.

I'm grateful for that. There's no way I could tell him I was calling Louis.I

We go into nandos and I order chilli chicken and Harry orders spare ribs

(I've never been to nandos so I do what they have, sorry)

I try ordering a beer but I almost get kicked out so I settle for j2o and Harry gets coke.

When Harry goes to the bathroom I text Louis saying that I don't know how to start it without sounding weird like I like him. I only like him in a friend say and yeah.

He replies and just says talk about some political shit and then ask him what he thinks of gays. And would he be wiling to date a guy?

If you ask me it's a bit weird but I'm only doing this for louis. Hopefully everything will be fine by tomorrow. 

When Harry comes back, I show him a post online about some random political thing.

Then I had to go and fuck it up and just blurt out "Harry would you date a guy?"

 Harry looks shocked to say the least.

 "Um well I haven't thought about it to be fair, but maybe, I'm not sure. Maybe???" He says

 then suddenly he asks "where's this coming from niall? Do you like me? Because if so that fine but I don't like you like that. It's okay I promise. But I don't like you in that way." That caught me off guard. I don't know what to say. Eventually I just about say " nah I don't like you like that either, just a random question, hehe ya know, just totally awkward random"

Harry rolls his eyes and finishes his food and whilst he does that I continue asking him. "But let's say you have a best mate who you've known a long time, but you've told them your gay,  but not that they like you, and your too scared to say something. I'm case it changes your friendship. And they like you, but-" Harry interupts me and says "Who likes me niall?"

 I didn't think he'd figure that out.

 "um wait a moment, I need the bathroom" I say and scramble to get to the bathroom and when I get there I call Louis.

 "Hey nialler, how's it going?"

 " um I fucked up, I gave a little rhetorical scenario about if your friends with someone for your life and then they like you but are too scared to tell you, but then Harry rudely may I add, interupts me and asks who likes him. Should I tell him or give him a place to meet you or what? " I ramble

I hear Louis sigh on the other end.

 "Well done nialler. That was so fucking smart. I'm i dunno what to do. Okay just give him the address for the park and tell him to go to the lake. And say the person who likes him is waiting there. Don't fuck this up. Please?"

 "Okay, you sure you wanna do this?" I ask nervously

 " Yeah"

 "Okay"

 "Please go with him and hide behind a bush or something?"

 " okay I will, see you in a bit lou"

 "Yeah, bye"

 "Bye"

I sigh as I walk back to the table. Harry looks up expectantly. "Well?? Who likes me?"

I take a deep breath and say " youneedtogototheparkandthentothelakeandthepersonwholikesyouwillbesittingonthebench. " I say very quickly.

"Okay." Harry says

Okay?? That's it?? No more questions???

"Lets go then"

Harry gets up and pays and then we walk out the door. He sighs and I think he mutters something along the lines of "why can't I have a nice life and a simple life?"

I feel bad . Really bad

this go in two ways. Really good or really bad.

let's hope good but you never know do you?