Depression aka depressed emotion?
Cuz sadness isn't the right word to describe it. It's not a feeling of grief, although sometimes.
More like suppression. Suppression of thoughts and anxieties. Everything goes to the back burner. Left with just emptiness. Emptiness that makes me wonder if I am empty. If I am inadequate to keep going. If maybe I will loose more people whom I desperately want to keep. It's just complicated. I hate it.
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Unspoken Goodbyes
RastgeleWhat is left unspoken haunts more than what is. Collection of thoughts relating to losing love ones either through death or breakups. And what's next.