Oh mah gawdd,here we aree,new year new me..haha im so funny
Yk its not nc the first month i didnt write a chappy,that it was great.
Life is currently just constant ups and downs
My relationship goes up and down in just 2 weeks.
Its not fun but ill endure it.
Im having another lill dippy do thats making me wanna cry myself to sleep,but i cant,so here i am.
Yk,i was looking at my chaps and the drafts..and im glad to say that as the years go by,the chapters lessen.. So far.
And i would like to think thats because i found some great friends i can confide in.
But i still dont alwayyss wanna bother them ofcourse.
And i gotta tell ya bout these drafts..theres one with one sentencw "i fell asleep" great shit.
But im not deleting it because i liketo kinda keep track yk.
Im tbh not as hprribly feeling as i usually would be when i write these. But i felt like i should,get shit off my chest yk.
Anywho,i started college,shits great,lots of new people,theyre all super nice and sweet.
Dads..meh.. We had a huggee fight on my grandpas birthday dinner,not me n dad,aunt n brother vs dad.. And yk i had to join in and defend my brother. He is after all my brother.
Moms still sweet as sugar.
Grandpa is technically dying,hes currently doing okay..but its nothing new that he wont live 10 more years...nor 5.. God,its brutal out here(wink wonk reference) i dont even like her as much but shes aifht
Uhmmm..catchups..catchups.. I dont know what else is new...
Welp
Ill guess ill leave it at that
Seee yall later
BAI
Yo ds cringe asf im 18 now
Btw thats also scary like,i dont wnana be older,im good,thankyou.
Ok now for real,goodbye
Stay safe
Stay hydrated
Stay good
Dont die
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my diary
RandomWarning,this may containt triggering stuff,idk I just write how i feel,dont take this personally Its my way to get it out without bothering someone..somethimes idk who to talk to..so i come here..
