Yup..here i am today.. I met this nice guy...he said he had a crush.. I love him but..im doubting his love..i dont think he likes me anymore..i miss him so much,i told him i missed him..what does he say? "Im tired and i wanna game"
Like..ok.. Do u not know how to give someone affection or am i just not good enough?
Add up to that..my best friend wants to kill himself..drank bleach but not alot..i cutted..again..after..idk..but i cutted alot..it stings like a bitch but its nothing like thr pain i feel in my chest
Ive been crying.. Daily.. For the past week or two.. Every evening or just..any moment of the day
I daily get a wave of sadness,im just slowly getting worse
They say itll get better..yeah..for a while..but then it comes back worse..
I cut..so much.. Its like 2years ago all over again.
I had a breakdown..i really dont think anyone loves me..i feel unwanted..i just want to be loved.
To anyone who reads this,dont take it personal..i just write how i feel..
Love you
YOU ARE READING
my diary
De TodoWarning,this may containt triggering stuff,idk I just write how i feel,dont take this personally Its my way to get it out without bothering someone..somethimes idk who to talk to..so i come here..
