I don't know what's wrong.. I just feel so shitty... Feel so horrible... Feel like I should die bc I'm not worth it.. Feel like I should just go cut.. No.. Strangle myself, I can't find the courage too cut rn.. I haven't done it in a long while.. I think I'm over it.. I just still have all these thoughts.. All these.. Lil dips where I feel horrible and want too die.. But it's okay.. I know I won't.. If someone cares.. Probably no one reads this tho 😂, anyways.. My day was nice.. I guess... I wasn't thinking a lot so my mind didn't get the chances too make me feel like shit.. Except now, I felt like shit this morning too...idk why.. It's bothering me slightly.. But I'm probably just being stupid.. Like always, cuz I'm the childish, weird, ugly, stupid potato, and I know it so... Idc much..
My brother slapped my butt hard.. It's purple. I almost cried but my mom told me not too cry, and I know I shouldn't cry.. I'm too old for that.. If I'd cry I'd be pathetic.. I'd be stupid.. I'd be a cry baby
Anyways, this is it
Baiii.. Thanks for listening
❤❤
~this potato
And if u ever feel like this DM me, I love too help
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my diary
De TodoWarning,this may containt triggering stuff,idk I just write how i feel,dont take this personally Its my way to get it out without bothering someone..somethimes idk who to talk to..so i come here..
