Well Hello there..aha...
I know..its not usual that im back again but i ..feel like i have no one..i know i have people..i love them..but i dont wan a bother them..n i wanna curl up in bed n cry but thats wastingtime n i know ill regret it but im just crying sitting on my chair now so i was hoping this would help bc i cant today anymore
I wanna die and i also just wanna be hugged n told everythings gonna be okay
I know im a waste of money and space but im too much of a failure that i cant even kill myself..im missing Lars but its not like i went to him with my problems anyways bc i didnt wanna boyher...i bottled it up because i wanted to be a good gf n i still lost him bc i didnt bottle my emotions wisely
Im emotionally unstable n mentally fucked,my personality is shit so im a lost cause,no one will want me whats the point in being here,
Ok this kinda is helping but the truth still hurts n i lost another friend and i thought ,just be nice,ignore what he said anditll be fine but he mentioned it again n went further n pushed me away..and..he was just being so rude to me..i blocked him...i was sick of his toxicity i couldnt handle it anymore his words hurt too much and now i cant stop crying my throat hurts..i dont wanna alive..i jusy wanna die..all hail the storm for making it colder so i can wesr hoodies again..
Ill leave it at this
I love you all,im here for every single one of you❤ ur all my precious babies and if u ever needs hugs or just to vent,im here💙
YOU ARE READING
my diary
RandomWarning,this may containt triggering stuff,idk I just write how i feel,dont take this personally Its my way to get it out without bothering someone..somethimes idk who to talk to..so i come here..
