12/09/2018?

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So.. Life's going okay.. It's gwp rn so no class, that's great, I'm having my lil dips sometimes, but that's okay, I found an old blade and now have 3 blades in my phone case, that's cool, my cat made me lose my alcohol marker top.. That sucks
I skipped dinner this evening and just ate a fruit bc I already ate tries today and I feel fat, so nothing new
When have sports 2 morrow and I can't wait bc I wanna do a lot so I can lose weight or fat at least
I got 2kg fatter, now I weight 65kg:(
I wish I weighted 45..or at least 50! Or 55! But not 65 ;-; I'm so fat it's disgusting.. I'm so heavy I feel like I would squish everyone, I find more and more candy and I want too eat it but everytime I tell myself I already ate enough and I'm already fat enough, just go get an orange or banannanana or nectarine or apple or something...
My dad is gonna make me do a lot of math and then shout me out for stupid and say I have top go back too middle school.. Rip:/ can't wait for this week too go by so I can go back too my mom, back too my freedom

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