Hy
Kill me
Please.
So i had this relationship with a guy,really sweet and all,fight,asked me back day after,n fight again(while in both fights breaking up) after the second time i said i needed time. I still love him but i couldnt jump back like a clingy dumb child.
Its been..3? Weeks.. Hes either being a loving bubba.. Or a prick that i dont even know why i put effort into him,he makes me so mad,but i hold back..i ignore him.. I act grown up..not like he knows what that word is hes mentally5🙄
But he hurts me so much n idk what to do
I just wanna die
I mean..im useless anyways
#singleforlife teehee
Im useless,worthless,i have no one.. No one that i can vent to about everything, im dumb talentless ,hated and just ..yk that child no one wants or likes but still is there? Hy,my names ellen
I wanna choke n die
YOU ARE READING
my diary
De TodoWarning,this may containt triggering stuff,idk I just write how i feel,dont take this personally Its my way to get it out without bothering someone..somethimes idk who to talk to..so i come here..
