Im not really depressed..more confuswd.. Which makes me upset.
I crave romantic attentionbut dont feel any of those feelings with anyone.
I thought maybe i just needed time and to heal yk from my last breakup
But i noticed its with wverything,not just people,i got a puppy n like,im really happy,but i dont specifically.. Physically feel anything,i cant express it,i knowbthe feeling is there of happyness but i cant.. Feel it? I feel undecided just fine,ok,not specifically yay..
Its so confusing
N i hate it
I
Hate
That im aware of my flaws
I know that im fucked
N why
And all that stuff.. But i cant do shit about it
Anywho thats all for now
Have gud days loves
YOU ARE READING
my diary
De TodoWarning,this may containt triggering stuff,idk I just write how i feel,dont take this personally Its my way to get it out without bothering someone..somethimes idk who to talk to..so i come here..
