Here i am,once again,feeling lost just now and then.
Anyways..my life is falling apart n its just not my day today..i lost..possibly 2 friends..and my crush..who i fucking love so much but im.just a dumb stupid bitch and should just learn to not overthink n i had so much insecurities but tried to stay loyal n trust him but somethimes i just couldnt n i should learn to just keep it in n ignore but im just too fucked up ig
Rn its just all too much
Im a weak sensitive potato n i just wanna feel loved but noOoO ,i gotta go ahead n ruin my life a lil more..
Congratulations,u have invented a new kind of stupid,a damage that u can never undo kind of stupid,a u didnt really think this through..kind of stupid
The only good part of my day..i watched Hamilton
Good musical
Anyways..if anyone has some murder tendencies...hmu n ill send u my adress ;)
I wanna cut so bad but crush said nope n even tho he possibly hates me..i still dont wanna dissapoint him but biggy sad..want cuddles :(
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my diary
RandomWarning,this may containt triggering stuff,idk I just write how i feel,dont take this personally Its my way to get it out without bothering someone..somethimes idk who to talk to..so i come here..
