*I was waking up to the feeling of an arm around me holding me close. I had a vivid dream about me attacking Alaxander and my personality being haywire. I could never dream of ever hurting him,so why would I have such a dream?*
"You up little mate?"
"Mhmm"
"What are you thinking about?"
"A dream I had....it wasn't a very pleasant one tho...."
"What was it about?"
"At first I was really happy and it almost felt like when I was still with my old pack...after awhile I got angry for some reason and tried to hurt you... I stopped myself tho, then I guess I woke up. I don't know why I would have such a crazy dream..."
*I wonder if it had to do with me meeting Ash?*
"I would never think of hurting you Alaxander, I can't even think about ever doing that... I haven't hunted for awhile and I have been craving fresh meat so it's possible two dreams got mixed together...."
"Little mate I..."
"Hey bro I.....your alive?!"
"Yes why wouldn't I be?"
"It's just that you had...."
*I don't know why James was acting so funny in asking if I was still alive, why wouldn't I be?*
"Anyway, I am going to go out for a bit."
"You aren't going anywhere little mate, not by yourself at least."
"I have something I have to do tho...."
"Well then we can do it together."
"..........Alaxander I don't want you to see that part of me,it's not something I want you to see."
"Well I am going I go now bye."
*We both ignored James as he walked away.*
"I want to know all the sides to you, may they be good or bad I want to know."
"Alaxander....I understand you want to know but this side of me is something that no matter how much time I spend in society I won't ever lose,I can't if I do then I am letting a huge part of me go,I don't want you to see me that way."
"I don't know what could be so bad that you don't want me to know."
*I shook my head at Alaxanders persistence . If he really wanted to see me in my wildest mist raw state of mind then I can't stop him. I had tried to warn him at least. I didn't have any more patients left no self control I had been going too long at being kept with keeping my self control at bay so I had no more self control left.*
"Ok, don't say I didn't warn you tho..."
"I know, I want to know everything I can about you, I also want to make sure nothing happens to you...."
"Nothing will happen to me...you should be more worried bout your pack..."
*I walked down the stairs with Alaxander following behind. I walked past his mom which looked distressed and when she saw me she went white like snow. I felt the cool snow beneath my feet and the frosty warm air that had a spring air to it. I let my vision fade seeing as I preferred hunting the way I use to.*
"You might want to shift if you are going to keep up."
"Why are you?"
"Nope."
"Then I won't either."
"Suit yourself but you won't be able to keep up."
*I crouched down feeling the familiar popping of my hips out of the joint and upwards further to the second hipbone joint I had acquired as well as a third for hunts. I had not shifted I naturally had three places for my hips due to the fact of being on all fours and having your butt in the air all the time or on your knees isn't very comfortable. Another reason why I am probably no taller than five foot three. I caught an all too familiar scent of prey, elk. I took off following the scent Alaxander tried to keep up in his human form but ended up having to shift. Even in my pack I had to go slow for them so I ended up being the one to corner and kill it and my pack flushed it out for me. I saw Alaxander in his huge black wolf form with brown eyes running beside me. I took a sharp turn that only I could take considering my years of doing this. Everything else just became obliviousness as I tracked the heard of elk and ambushed them. I flushed out an older elk and my primal instincts kicked in ignoring and forgetting everything else I had learned civilization related and I went back to my primal roots of instinct. I cornered the elk I could see he knew his fate was decided and accepted it. He had lived an ok life and seen plenty. I gave him only a moment to let a surreal moment pass for him then brought him down with his last cry of life as his life slipped away by my teeth. I gave a long howl of a kill, getting caught up in the moment forgetting I wasn't hunting for a pack and forgetting my old pack, was long gone by now. I turned to Alaxander as he stood in his wolf form with conflicted feelings pass through his eyes. I made room for him If he wished to eat with me, he probably wouldn't tho. I took the amount I normally took after a hunt which wasn't much and left the rest to be frozen in a freezer and turned into whatever this pack wished to cook of it. I had no regrets of making a kill, I never did nor would. It is either kill and live or don't kill and starve. I still carried that one primal rule despite being full I was trained to hunt and that would never change that is one reason why a wolves eyes glow in the dark when light hits for they are born hunters and die hunters. Alaxander shifted and helped me carry the meat back. The pack was certainly surprised at what they saw. They probably thought I was injured by the way I was covered in blood until they saw the elk. I couldn't tell what Alaxander was thinking after he saw me in my most raw state of mind...when I was haunting. I will let him think that over after seeing me kill without hesitation. You could tell he had seen blood shed before but not like what he had seen just moments before. This is why I didn't want him to see me kill I know he knows I have killed before to live, but I am sure he never expected it to be the way it was...completely and utterly raw no hesitation, no mercy, and pure raw instinct.*
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Legally Feral
Werewolf(COMPLETED but UNEDITED)Being born into a pack is easy, but being accepted is even harder. I was born into a very strong pack which had the beliefs of only the strong can survive and the weak will perish. Well I lived in my pack for the first two y...
