*Here I was watching Alaxander thinking things over. I feel like I have missed something he has been brooding longer than he should over this matter.*
"Ok Alaxander you gotta talk to me I can't read your mind. Tell me what you are thinking."
"Lots of things."
"What sort of things?"
"What has transpired in the last Fourty eight hours."
"What has transpired other than me showing you a side to me I didn't want you too see,but you saw anyway?"
"I don't know how to put this other than bluntly...you had died and we declared you dead for six hours then I see a side to you several actually that you never let show."
*The mouse in my brain that ran in a track ball suddenly died and stopped then restarted again.*
"Come again?"
"You died...I ...I thought I had lost you then you came back after six hours..you didn't remember me and I saw several sides to you you never let show before."
*My eyes went wide with shock...so it hadn't been a dream after all I really was on a fine line between life and death I had indeed almost kill Alaxander and he saw more sides to me than I wished to share.I dug my nails into my hands causing them to bleed. I closed my eyes trying to draw out Ash and Snow for a more descriptive explanation for what happened neither of them would come out tho. I felt angry at them and myself I had almost killed my own MATE! Neither of them had done anything but talk to me. I was too weak to shift I had a primal instinct and blood lust to kill and right now I had a fire hot and angry at myself that nobody could kept at bay not me nor Alaxander.*
"Little mate stop digging your nails into your palms of your hands."
*I felt Alaxander take my hands and loosen them.*
"I had almost killed you...why after that are you still so..so..calm about this?!"
*My body was shaking from my rage at myself I could feel my anger boiling up more and my eyes change color and saw things in a different light. I saw a red haze and I bursted out no longer careing what happened or where I went I just needed to go before I really hurt somebody. I was never meant for this lifestyle I was a born killer and hunter nothing could change that in fact if it weren't for Snow and Ash I would still not be human I would be completely feral.*
"Little Mate don't go! Ivy, don't go!"
*I immediately stopped in my tracks my anger immediately vanishing and instead I was replaced with a sick feeling in my stomach.*
"W..what did you just call me?"
"Ivy, that I your name right?Your birth name."
*A memory hit me it was of me playing and my friend and I building a snowman she was decked out in a huge coat while I only had a thin sweater on.*
~memory~
"Ivy how is it you can stand this snow dressed like that?! You are dressed for summer!"
"I don't know I just don't feel cold,let's build a snowman!"
"Yeah!"
~end of memory~
"Where did you hear that name? I haven't been called that for sixteen years and I totally forgot it."
*I turned around to face Alaxander, now overwhelmed with emotions I could hardly even focus. I remember now I had not always been a feral hunter I had once been a innocent life not knowing anything other than warmth and a pack. I had once never had feral intents but now I was legally feral. My foxes were the only ones keeping me from being completely wild Otherwise years ago I would have been lost to myself not my foxes.*
"That's right, I had not been feral at one point in time and I did go by that name..Ivy Ashensnow Thorn."
*I watched as Alaxanders eyes grew wide at my name.*
"You mean you are part of the Thorn family?"
"Yes, I had forgotten up till you said something..."
"It all makes sense now...why you are a fox shifter why you can't shift and why you were suddenly cast aside so young.."
"Yes, some things aren't meant to be brought up in the present and I think we should just talk tomorrow after I have or the fact that I have died I almost killed you and my mother gave me her fox Ash to protect me as well as Snow. For now I just need to rest."
*Fatigue had suddenly took hold of me and I felt myself falling but strong arms caught me before I fell.*
"Yes, we can talk later for now we both need to rest and think things through. Too much had happened today for it was all process thoughly. Just rest love, just rest."
*I closed m eyes listening to Alexander's heartbeat and felt his warmth and scent calm me down and mine to him . We both ended up falling asleep clinging to each other as if the world would end.*
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Legally Feral
Werewolf(COMPLETED but UNEDITED)Being born into a pack is easy, but being accepted is even harder. I was born into a very strong pack which had the beliefs of only the strong can survive and the weak will perish. Well I lived in my pack for the first two y...
