A Love Lost

Gabriel

Her rejection of sex in that moment hurt. However, she didn't say we could never. Instead, we talked. Piece by piece we divulged each other's past. All but three details; her father, the initials on her wrist, and what happened that night. We were there for hours. Sunset to sunrise. At some point, we fell asleep.

As the sun's rays warmed my body, I woke up. The sight of the beautiful girl, angelically sleeping with her head on my chest, made my heart soar. I gently shifted from beneath her. She stirred slightly, but her eyes never opened. I made my way to the balcony. I hadn't been on the balcony for ten minutes before I heard Ana whimpering.

"no....No!" she repeated, each repetition getting louder. I entered the room to find her thrashing in the bed. It was odd, she hadn't been like that the entire time we slept.

I rushed over to the bed. It hurt to see her like that.

"Ana. Ana. Wake up." I gently shook her shoulder.

She didn't wake up. She just kept tossing and turning, violently.

I shook her harder.

She woke up. Only to give me a hard punch on my cheek. She put all her strength into it. It knocked me back.

Once she saw that it was me, she sat up, her eyes scanning to see if I was okay. "I'm sorry."

"No. No. Don't apologize." She was having a nightmare and she apologized for startling me. This girl continued to amuse me. "Are you okay?"

"I'm hungry. Let's have breakfast before we go back." My smile from earlier turned around. We were in a dream and soon, we would return to reality. The reality where nothing could happen between us and she was going off for a two-month holiday with one of my best friends.

"Okay. come on."

Breakfast was quick. Too fast for my liking. I wanted to spend the entire day with her. She never said once that I couldn't. Maybe I could spend the entire day in her room with her. She would need someone to help her with packing. I could only imagine what she would pack.

When we got back to the house, she invited me to spend the rest of the day with her. As I expected, she asked me to help her with packing. I gladly accepted. I didn't want to sabotage her, but the thing was that I didn't like the idea of her wearing her thin bikinis and baby tees with Sebastian. She looked too good.

She walked out of her closet in a short red, halter necked, romper, her hair pulled back in a slick ponytail, and black lace-up kitten heels. She was extremely tempting. I just wanted her and fuck everyone else.

"You shouldn't take that."

She looked at me funnily. "Why? Is there something wrong with the way I look?"

How could she be so dumb? She looked perfect.

"You look amazing. I wouldn't be able to keep a clear mind for two months, knowing that he is seeing you in that."

"Well, you're just going to have to get used to it." she teased me. She turned around and I saw the full appearance of the dress. The back dipped down to the small of her back. I couldn't help myself anymore.

I slowly walked behind her and placed my hand on her bare skin.

"Why do you tease me like this?" I whispered in her ear before biting her lobe.

"I don't know what you mean." she lied. It was obvious. Her body tensed against my touch as I curled my hands around her waist and gently pulled her hair to give me better access to her neck.

"What do you want?" I asked kissing her neck. "Anastasia, tell me."

"You." that was all it took to make me go wild.

"Lay on the bed." I intended to make every part of her mine.

She complied. I was still unhappy that she was leaving with another guy, but that only made me want her even more.

As she removed her dress, slipping it down her legs before laying on the bed, I positioned myself on top of her. I wasn't going to have sex with her. At least, not in the conventional way.

"Ana. I am going to try to be as gentle as possible, but we have company and a schedule." We didn't have time or the privacy for anything else. I didn't want to hurt her though.

She nodded her head in agreement.

I crushed my lips to hers as I gently eased my fingers inside her wet slit.