PAIN? (sequel to "love?") BoyXBoy

I'm unlovable

Mark was lying unconscious on his bed. Blood stained his white jacket and a knife sat at his table "M-mark?" I cried silently when he didn't respond. I heard an evil cackle behind me "Your unlovable nickole face it" I turned to see my mom and dad "yeah honey ur just a slut remember" "No!" I screamed. My mom stepped towards mark "Did you just tell me no?!" She punched mark in the face "Stop!!" I screamed once again she took the knife from the table "Mark! No! Mark! Leave him alone!" I cried. She lifted the blade and-

"Nickole get up hay nickole" I felt someone shaking me awake. I looked up to see a concerned mark hovering above me. I felt the tears roll down my face while I looked at him, alive and right here. He pulled me close "shh it's okay it was just a nightmare" I wiped my tears "I'm sorry I woke you up" I forced a smile. He smiled a smile I haven't seen in ages "its okay I was awake anyways" I looked down at his wrist he was wearing the same jacket from my dream "Mark lift up your sleeve" he looked shocked the he frowned "N-no" he said looking away "Mark please" he looked at me before hestantly pulling up his sleeve. I was shocked his arm was filled with new scars and old ones "Mark I'm sorry" I hugged him so tight I thought I would squeeze the life out of him. He cried into my shoulder all night.

(Time skip)

I woke up with warm arms wrapped around my waist. I smiled to myself, then I remembered last nights events. Closing my eyes and pushing all those memories to the back of my brain I slowly and gently got up. I walked into the kitchen to find kyo writing in a black note book "Morning" I said walking towards the coffee machine. He stiffened and smiled "Good morning nickole" he said as he left the room. About an hour later L , light, and Yuki woke up L started playing back the tapes from tohru's room. Around that time mark woke up and a special someone visited "KYOOOO!" Kugora screamed as she jumped on his back "kugora how many times do I have to tell I love Yuki not you so quit acting like we're a couple" he growled. Kugora actually looked hurt "Markk! Kyo said he doesn't love me!" She cried as she snuggled into marks chest which by the way pissed me off "kugora you can let him go now" I said obviously pissed. Kugora smirked "Why mark is mine after all" oh hell to the no "Last time I checked he was mine!" She looked at mark "Who's are you?" She pouted. Mark became cheerful "I'm both of yours" I growled "Whatever" I mumbled "I'm going to my room" I walked away and heard kugora give a satisfied giggle. When I got to my room I put in my headphones and turned on sleepwalking by the chain gang 1974. I heard a light knock on my door "come in" mark came in "hay" he said turning and locking the door "what's up?" He sat next to me "You know I only told kugora that so she would shut up right?" I turned up my music and nodded "Nickole the truth is I really like you" I froze. "W-what?" I sat up to look at him and pulled my earphones out "I-i really like you nickole" I felt my eyes water up. He had the biggest smile I ever saw on his face "I love you" he looked at me slightly shocked then kissed me. I was kissing the guy I had loved for so long the guy I would give my life for "I love you too nickole".