Zustin - A new start

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Zayns POV:

The first 3 days has been good, I realize how much I've missed my grandparents, and how nice it feels being with them. But God it really sucks that I can't tell them about Justin. They and my aunt and uncle keep asking if im in a relationship and it just hurts having to say no, while justin is looking at me with his beautiful eyes. And for Noelle it's a little confusing as well, she calls me dada but fortunately my grandparents haven't heard it. It makes me happy knowing that they do like Justin at least, they have a great time with them. He cooks a lot together with my grandmother, and he plays chess with my grandfather. It's heartwarming but also a little heartwrenching knowing if I would just utter the words that I were in love with him, it all would change.

It's been hard having to keep my hands away from Justin, every chance we get to have a little time together gets interrupted by someone.

Tonight we're having dinner with a family we usually hang out with every summer, ever since my grandparents bought this beach house years ago. Their daughter and I, well we used to have a little thing. Or well, a thing that kept repeating summer after summer after summer. And this is the first summer were it won't happen, I'm pretty sure she expects it to though. It's kinda like a unwritten rule.

"So baby I should tell you something. The daughter of the family who's coming over tonight is someone I've had sex with. Just wanted to let you know." I tell Justin

"Oh okay. Like a one time thing or? When was it?" He asks as he's feeding Noelle by the kitchen island, she's watching Bluey on her iPad and is living her best life.

"It was a few times actually, like a summer thing you know. Nothing serious or any feelings involved. But we're great friends you know, not just sexually we've had a lot of good family times together." I say hoping he won't get upset.

"Ah okay thanks for telling me. I'm gonna go shower can you have Noelle?" He gets up and takes the dish away, rinse and puts in the dishwasher.

"Yeah orrrrrrrrrr we'll find my mom and she can stay with her. My grandparents are at the market getting stuff ready for tonight. So maybe we could shower together?" I ask him, looking around making sure no one sees us before I wrap my arms around him, hugging him tightly. "That sounds extremely tempting." Justin says turning around grabbing my ass with both of his big hands. But nope, we hear a car pull up and out from it comes my grandma.

I'm so fucking sexually frustrated. And emotional frustrated if that's a thing, I just miss being close to him, sleeping together holding him.

"I'll have Noelle, go shower baby." I say to him, feeling sad about the missed opportunity.

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Justin's POV:

"So lovely too see you all again!" Zayns mom says as soon as the Jensen family enters the house. They all start talking and laughing directly, im standing a bit away with Noelle sitting on my hip. I see the girl, who I assume is the girl Zayn has been hooking up with, and I immediately get jealous. She's beautiful, like really beautiful. And she directly goes in for a tight hug with Zayn, witch he responds to, a little too much for my liking.

They all greet me and as if not enough that the girl looks like a supermodel, she's nice too. And Noelle directly takes a liking to her, and vice versa.

We all mingle a little in the beginning of the night, Noelle and I are with Zayns mother talking to the mother of the other family. She's a teacher and very impressed with Noelle's speaking abilities. It makes me proud but all I think about is the fact that Zayn has been talking to the girl, Leah, ever since they arrived. She keeps touching him, leaning in way too much when they talk, making me almost walk over to pull her away. But I calm myself down.