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6 months later.

Zayn's POV:

It's been 6 months of torture. 6 months of absolute hell. 183 days. I don't know how im surviving.

Justin changed school, without telling me. I had to drag it out of Kendall after the second week of him not coming for a single class. I've tried to reach out, every day for 183 days. But none of my messages are delivering. I've been at his house hoping to see him, but he doesn't live there anymore. I talked to the people living there, and they said he's renting it out to them for 8 months. They don't know where he lives, Kendall won't tell me. No one tells me anything. The only form of communication I have is his Instagram, where he hasn't blocked me and it seems like he hasn't been on it at all during these months. I write to him daily there as well, but they don't get read.

It's not long until graduation, barley 2 months. I am still doing good, I wanna make Justin proud. If he ever comes back I want him to come back to someone who has it together. I want him to know that I didn't stop trying. I also got a job at a fucking library out of town, had a friend who has a friend and all that that helped me. It's an easy job really, not nothing I want to do for a long time. I just have it to pass time, I don't wanna have any free time because all I do is think about him.

After another day of school, work, and hanging out with Liam for a couple of hours playing FIFA I get home. My parents are still so sad about our breakup. They miss him and Noelle too.

My heart fucking stops. It stops working. It's not beating anymore. I get into a shock so big I choke on my soda making me spit it out all over my bedroom floor.

1 hour ago:
@justinbieber uploaded a new post on Instagram.

I have no idea if I should look at it. I don't know if I can handle it. I'm shaking so bad that I physically can't click on the notification to check what he has posted. It takes me at least 5 minutes to stop shaking and I breathe in and out loudly several times before I can make myself click on it. It leads me to his Instagram profile and I feel like im about to pass out.

@justinbieber: lol like seven months since my last post, bet you've been missing me, but im still cute, no need to worry 🤧😘_______________________________

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@justinbieber: lol like seven months since my last post, bet you've been missing me, but im still cute, no need to worry 🤧😘
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@kendalljenner: ur actually the cutest 💘

@louistomlinson: miss your beautiful smile everyday in school mate

@lukehemmings: damn boy

@shawnmendes: omfg justin 🤤😮‍💨 bring that smile and come over

@niallhoran: I agree with Louis (first time ever)

@justinbieber: coming boo!! 🥰 @shawnmendes

@perrieedwards: wow Justin 😍

@liampayne: Nice pic Jay!

@zaynmalik: you're the most beautiful person in this entire world J.

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