New beginnings p2

Stretched thin

I had a bit of an epiphany the other day. "A revelation" I called it. But also it makes me feel like the biggest fool. Haha. I think often common knowledge, simple things you're heard from childhood get overlooked. We assume things need to be complex. (They do not)

Anyways I realized that doing school, working, trying to lead a healthier life. It's all noble quests haha. But it's like way too much time do at once.

I was taught a lesson, that when you attempt a multitude of different things, you aren't actually gonna be good at any of them. Because I was putting like 33% of myself in every task. At work I showed up a miserable, tired mess. At least I didn't call out and finished my work like normal. But my normal passion and quality was lacking. In school trying to study and actually learn material for four classes with no time was horrible. My sleep schedule was four hours for a few weeks and then all day on the weekends. My diet also went to shit haha.
Moral of the story I don't recommend.

I dropped my earliest class and finished another. Now I'm left with two which are reasonably late enough that I can actually get sleep. It's only been a week but I feel such a weight lifted off. And like I actually will have time to absorb the material.