Come! Hurt Each Other! [Quick Wear]

14.12 - He is the hero of everyone in the league, but not mine

"I..." Shao Fangyi was silent for a long time and found that he really had nothing to say. "Xiao Yan..." His voice became lower and lower, and he didn't know how to beg for mercy after thinking for a long time.

"Do we have the ability to be together now?" Yun Shiyan asked.

Shao Fangyi couldn't answer because all reality told him that they didn't.

"Do you want to break up with me and make me miserable, or do you want to remember you forever?"

"..."

"Have you ever thought about what your choice of temporary breakup means to me?"

"...I, I know." Shao Fangyi closed his eyes and confessed for the first time his confusion and uneasiness. "Whether it's for you or for me, the breakup is a heavy blow. I calculated against you because I know that you value this relationship as much as I do, and I'm also very sure that after me, you won't like anyone else. people."

"Then you are really confident in yourself."

"No. I know that no one can understand your temperament and your preferences as well as me. Even if you don't speak, I know what you want." The more Shao Fangyi said, the brighter his eyes became, but at the same time, The sadness in his eyes deepened. "So after me, you won't like anyone else."

"If you say this now, aren't you afraid that I will come to the door and find someone to register?"

"Xiao Yan, I know myself and I know you." Shao Fangyi held Yun Shiyan's hand with his backhand. "You won't fall in love with anyone else, and I won't let you fall in love with anyone else. After breaking up, Xiaoyan will walk away and turn a blind eye to me from now on. All the past feelings will be buried by you. In the depths of memory, no one will touch it, and you will never mention it again in this life. Even if the years go by, Xiaoyan has his own persistence, and he will never take a step forward if he shouldn't move forward. ."

"But I'm different." Shao Fangyi said this and laughed at himself. "I can't let go, and I can't bury you in my heart and never touch you again. I'm not someone who likes you and gives him freedom just because you love him. Even if I break up with Xiaoyan, I will never take my eyes off you. Leave. Even if you can no longer see my shadow in your life, there must be my sight in the dark."

Yun Shiyan listened to his analysis of his heart and thought about the past ten years. He suddenly felt that it would be too easy to forgive this guy now. God knows where this person has been hiding and spying on him in the past ten years. It's scary to think about it, okay? good!

"So? You chose to break up because you considered it from your perspective. Even if you think from my perspective, it will be your future actions." Yun Shiyan pointed out the most fundamental issue between the two. "This is your love."

"Yes, my love is selfish." Having reached this point, Shao Fangyi didn't mind showing off his despicable thoughts. "It's horribly selfish. I want to lock you up and put you in a place where only I can see you. I want you to be all about me, everything you think and see is me." At this point, he smiled bitterly. He shouted: "But these are just thoughts. I know that if I really do this, you will completely break with me. Even if I get you by then, you will not be you anymore."

"As despicable as I am, I can love powerfully but also love humbly." Shao Fangyi closed his eyes as if accepting his fate. "Xiao Yan, I know that I am not a good partner, and it is right for you to leave me. Before today, I was still thinking about whether I could win you back, but after saying this, if I say that I want to win you back, you won't even think about it. promise."

He was like a criminal waiting for judgment. He wanted to get close to Yun Shiyan, but he tensed his body, waiting for a verdict from the person next to him.