i used to know a boy
and i liked him a lot
he was pretty and tall and had a nicotine addiction
and dated half of my friends
but i liked him a lot.
he was closest to someone
who hurt me
a lot
someone who hurt me without remorse
and made me sick and ache
for a whole other year of my life,
years to come and even now.
but i liked him a lot.
even if that person was like a sister to him.
he was so charismatic and
everybody liked him
especially me.
because he was the kind of perfect that didn't invoke jealousy but want.
because i liked him a lot.
but he's gone now.
