in the name of all things lovely

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what would i do

if i didn't feel pretty anymore?

if the word lost all meaning

and i was called a

stupid fag

again,

because that word can never be used for men.

not me

a boy

because masculinity is law

and breaking the law

leads to persecution.

punishment is so cold and heartless

as he stares you in the face

all because you used mascara on your eyelashes

instead of hitting the gym for one more hour.

we're not supposed to be ugly or pretty

but manly and unflinching and unregulated.

because in this world there are no other laws

but the ones pressing us into the concrete

and the fear of god and his contents.

in this world, boyhood is

harassing girls and letting toxicity pinch us in the ribs.

otherwise

you're dumb and weak and a girl.

and that's horrible.

because loveliness is not okay,

and never will be okay.

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