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Wherever You Are || Song Preference.

Wherever You Are || Song Preference (Mashton/4).

There will be Cake's posted soon but I wrote 6 today and I finished Mashton's and that's already enough so I'll continue with Cake's soon and post when I'm finished.

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(A/N: This is a three part imagine).

Ashton: You were crying at the airport, when they finally close the plane doors I could barely hold it all inside. || Our relationship had already endured enough tests as it was, and to find out that Ashton was going to be away for four months, meant that this would be the biggest test of all. Fans had gathered at the airport for the boys, and even though they didn't want to let anyone down, they had asked security to keep them away so they could spend the last hour or so with their families. While some got angry with the boys, most understood and wished them the best with the start of their tour. I walked with Ash and the boys with their families to the terminal and before I knew it, it was time to say goodbye. Ash and I hadn't spoke yet since we arrived, but we had walked together silently, with me holding onto his arm as he led the way. The boys all turned to their families and hugged them, and promised they would call every night and that they'd see them soon. Ash turned to me sadly and opened his arms ready for me to fall into him. I pressed my ear against his chest and listened to his heartbeat as he wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly. "I'm gonna miss you, little one." He said to me, pulling away and letting his hands fall into mine at our sides. "I'm going to miss you too, Ash." I said peeling my eyes from his and staring down at our feet, my forehead pressed against his chest. We quickly pulled away from each other and forced smiles onto our faces as his mum and siblings came and stood before us. Lauren was first, engulfing her brother in a bone crushing hug causing the faintest of smiles to appear on Ashton's face. She came and stood next me afterwards as Harry walked over to his brother who was also his best friend. Ashton bent down slightly as Harry was still quite small, and gave him the most believable smile he could muster. He spoke to him for a minute and it ended in Harry giving one last hug to his brother as he wiped his eyes. He too came and stood next to me as Ashton's mum said her goodbye. I walked back over to him, hesitant to look into his eyes. "Hey." He cooed softly, tilting my chin upwards to look at him. "We'll be ok. Four months isn't that long." Ashton lied, a trace of hope in his voice. "Don't." I whispered to him, looking back down at our feet. "Y/N." He murmured my name, his hand moving upwards to run up and down my arm. "No Ash, we need to be realistic about this." I told him quietly so no one would overhear, my voice shaky as I was on the verge of crying. "Please don't do this." He begged me, his eyes trying to meet mine. "I'm not, Ash." I tell him, letting him know that I'm not breaking up with him. Not yet, anyways. "But I'm just trying to say that we need to be ready in case this all falls apart on us." I see the sparkle in his eyes dull as I look up at him, replaced with tears in his eyes and trembling lips. "If you're giving up, then it's already over." He tells me. I shut my eyes and let out a deep breath before I move my hand up to the side of his face and press my lips against his. His kisses back passionately, unsure if it's the last time. The feeling that you search for is still there as we kiss and it only makes this harder. "I love you Ashton." I tell him and walk away quickly before he can say it back, knowing that I won't be able to stop the tears if he repeats it to me. I stand over by his mum and she wraps her arms around me as we all collectively wave goodbye to the boys. He kisses his hand and waves to us, his eyes landing on me, and then moments later, he's gone.

Michael: Torn in two and I know I shouldn't tell you, but I just can't stop thinking of you wherever you are. || I begged him not to leave. I knew in the back of my mind that he had to go, and I knew he couldn't just drop everything for me, but for once I wished we had a normal relationship; one where I wasn't constantly being left behind. Like a child crying as their father left for work, I kept my arms around Michael, crying into his chest begging for him to not leave me. I knew it was hurting him and I knew he had no choice, but nonetheless he held me tightly and kissed my forehead and promised me that he'd be home soon. I told myself that this was it and that I wouldn't keep putting myself through this. I deserved someone who would stay for me, though I knew Michael would have if it was down to him. A part of my kept telling me to end things with him and to try and move on but I never wanted to do that. I could never do that to him. I cried myself to sleep the first night apart, and the next, and the next, and the next until I cried until I couldn't cry no more. I avoided his calls for a few days too only to try and ease myself to the idea of distance between us. But he soon grew really worried and had his mother come and check on me, only for me to start crying once I realised that I would be losing more than just him if I let him go. I wanted to tell her how much I missed him but I told her she would have thought I was crazy; though she swore that I wasn't going insane and told me that Michael was just like this too the first time he left me. After she had left, I got a call later that night from Michael, and the concern in his voice almost had me in tears once more. I poured my heart out to him and told him my deepest feelings, exposing myself to him in the most intimate way. His voice oozed me to sleep that evening along with his constant reassurings of 'I love you's, and it was the first night I properly managed to sleep since he left.

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30/06/15

I've wrote 6 imagines today and I'm posting them all up, wow, like yeah you're welcome.

AND I REACHED 3 MILLION READS TODAY TOO SO THANK YOU.

I accidentally published a draft last night, and it was a sentence next to each guy's name and Calum's didn't have one and you were all like "where's Calum's?" And I was just laughing because I hadn't even started the imagines and you were worrying about a sentence. 😂

The fan book I made, you'll be please to know that it was given to them at the concert. I really hope they read it.

Anyways PLEASE COMMENT.

Wherever You Are is so beautiful and Close As Strangers in the sequel to that song but then If I Don't Know just ties them all together and they're three of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard in my life.

(I say) I love you.

(You say) ...

- HakunaHemmings.