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Close As Strangers || Song Preference (V2).

Close As Strangers || Song Preference (V2) Mashton/4.

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Ashton: Every night that you spend alone kills me thinking of you on your own, and I wish I was back home next to you. || 1 month. That's how long I've been without her. The first few days were the hardest, following our emotional goodbye at the airport. We didn't speak for just little over a week and I was beginning to think she was right. But she called me one night, I swear it must've been around 3am her time. Her heartbroken voice rang through the line as she cried out my name, begging me to forgive as she told me how much she missed me. She hadn't been sleeping well and she was sacred that I was never going to come back for her. It took everything in me to not breakdown myself as I heard her cry. I stayed on the line with her until she fell asleep and for the first time in my life I started to wonder if I really was living my dream. Ever since that night, I've been constantly worrying about her, always feeling the need to check up on her and make sure she's doing alright. It kills me to think of her on her own, but I know there's not much I can do. I just wish I was home next to her. Things are still tough though, and she still has her doubts about us, but I'm determined to make this work. I won't give up.

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Michael: Won't give up even though it hurts so much. Every night I'm losing you in a thousand faces. Now it feels we're as close as strangers. || I had managed to convince Y/N to fly over and come and stay with me, so I brought her a ticket out the next day. It had been several weeks since we left and my absence had taken a toll on her. I knew she was lonely without me and I could see from the look in her eyes just how much she missed me. She didn't seem as happy as I expected when I saw her though, but she still fell into my arms and enjoyed the feeling of me holding her closely. She was standing to the side of the stage along with Luke's family, watching our show and I made sure to glance over at every so often. She had her arms folded as if she were cold, and every time I looked over at her she appeared uncomfortable. After we had finished the song and Luke went up the front of the stage to talk, I walked over to the side to say a quick hello to Y/N and give her a reassuring smile. But when I looked over, she had gone. I threw my hands up to Liz and shook her head sadly and mouthed an 'I don't know' to me. I saw her watching from the doors to backstage and before I even had a chance to wave to her, she turned around and walked off. I don't think many fans noticed as they were all too focused on Luke and Calum who were talking, but needless to say my mind was elsewhere for the rest of the show. Once we finished for the night, I took off in search for Y/N before any of the boys could realise I was gone. I found her after a while, sitting against the wall of my dressing room with her knees pulled upwards to her chest. I approached her cautiously and concerned, wondering what had happened to make her so upset. She flinched as she looked up, surprised to see me, and I carefully bent down and slid down the wall to sit next to her. I carefully lifted my arm up and hung it over her shoulder, slowly pulling her into my side. I didn't even try to ask her what was on her mind, I just held her tightly and let her cry into my chest softly, resting my head on top of hers as I ran my hand up and down her arm. I ignores the calls and texts from my phone and turned it on silent, waiting until Y/N was calm enough to speak. "What's up, babe?" I asked her, looking down at her and feeling sad just seeing her like this. She sniffled quietly before answering me, her voice sounding strained from her crying. "I feel so alone." She told me and I instinctively pulled her closer. "I'm always being left behind and I feel like there's nothing I can do to make you stay. It hurts so much when you leave and it aches and it feels too strong, but you're the only thing I need and I can't have you." I listen to her, nodding just to let her know I am as I take in what she's telling me. "And I feel so far from you and I can feel you forgetting me." I'm taken aback by her words, chocking on the air for a second. I pull away just enough to make her look up at me. "I miss you,'." She murmurs, her eyes shining with tears as she holds onto my hand. I wipe my thumb under her eye, catching her tears as she continues to cry softly. "You're always going, Michael." Her lips tremble. "But I'm never leaving you." I tell her. "Not now, not ever." She looks down and falls back against me, and I shift my body to pull her onto my lap. "Just promise me that you won't give up on us, no matter how hard it gets or how much it hurts." I feel her nod ever so slightly against my chest. "I promise."

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30/06/15

I WANNA GET LOST AND DRIVE FOREVER WITH YOU, TALKING ABOUT NOTHING YEAH, WHATEVER BABY.

You guys are honestly the sweetest and I love you so, so much.

I love you.
Always.

- HakunaHemmings.