Lie or Die | BLOCK B B-Bomb

Chapter 18

"Raekyo, we really have to talk."

No, we don't. I don't wanna have to remember that kiss, even though I remember it anyway. I don't wanna say my feelings of it out loud.

"No. We don't." I growled, reopening the fridge and starting to rummage through the contents. He sighed and shut it again.

"No. Both of us are fucked up and distracted by what happened, and don't even try to act like you don't care about it."

It was true. I was bothered by it, and nothing made sense. For instance, did he actually like me? I mean it would be a logical answer, but it was all too much to take in at once.

"Fine. What do you want to say?" I sat down everything in my hands and crossed my arms across my chest.

He jumped up and sat on the counter in front of me. I acted like I wasn't affected by his presence, but he probably saw right through it.

"Do you like me?" He bluntly questioned, looking at me with those eyes that made me question myself.

I had no idea. I didn't think I did, but lately, what did I know? So I just shrugged.

"Raekyo, I need you to cooperate and actually respect me enough to talk back." Jaehyo was seeming to have a new glaze over those eyes, like he had a new-found hatred for me.

"I don't know." I simply blinked at him and then looked down.

"I'm not sure what you're thinking." He started, "I can't tell if you like me, or if you want me out of your life now. Either way, I wanna ask you what went through your mind after I kissed you."

What went through my mind when he kissed me? I didn't even know myself, and he was asking me. And did I like him? Do I want him out of my life? He's asking things I'm asking as well to be honest.

"Oppa, I don't know if I like you, I don't know if I want you out of my life, and I completely forget what was going through my mind when you kissed me."

He got off the counter and took a step toward me. "You forgot what you were thinking when you and I kissed?"

"You can't say 'you and I kissed'. You kissed me, and I was forced into it."

Jaehyo was getting closer, and it made me uncomfortable. At times like these, I'd usually call for U-Kwon or Minny, but I was in shock. I could hardly produce words as he glided nearer to me.

"But you didn't stop me." He reminded me. I didn't stop him?

I gulped and shrugged yet again, "So?"

"Did you like it?" At this point, we were close to each other, close enough that I could see his pupils growing. That scared me.

"Like what?" I scrunched up my eyebrows and avoided his deadly gaze.

"The kiss. Are you that dense?" He started groaning out of frustration.

Did I like it? I had no idea and I already told him that. I only remembered that he kissed me, and U-Kwon got kidnapped. And now, Jaehyo and I were talking in the dark of the kitchen at 1-2 in the morning.

"I don't know."

He glared at me, "Do you know anything?!"

I had never seen him so mad! He looked like he wanted to throw something or stab a couch. Worse, he was standing next to the knife drawer.