I was scared you'd change more than you already did
So scared
I was so scared
I wish I wouldn't show you my pain
I wish you hadn't watched me go insane
I don't want you to win in this game
I wish we could've been a different family
But now we aren't even a family
Look at me
Don't look at me
I wanna cry
I almost died
I wanna go so far away
But just close enough to keep the good moments
It's a shame they're too much outweighed
I can't believe I paid for this
What have I become now?
There's no fight or flight
I have to stay, there's no other choice
But it isn't okay
It's been a long time
5 years is too much, just let me be alone now
I want to throw a punch but it's too dangerous,
I wish I could've run but it wouldn't end well either
Go away
Go away
Don't you have something better to do?
Go awayGo away
I've had enough of this too
Go away
Go away
I don't think you have a heart
It's time to let us be far apart
Please just let us be far apart
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Lyssa's Poem Book
PoetryJust me ranting about my feelings through poetry, because why not?