I'm Feeling

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by loubringmehome-

by loubringmehome-

I'm feeling thoughtless

Brain is empty

Full of nothing

Depression present

Happiness out of sight

I'm feeling broken

Been hurting

Past trauma

Missing you

It's all I do

I'm feeling anxious

Too much happening

Nothing comforting

Only fear

Haunting me now

I'm feeling tired

Slept too much

Or not enough?

Can't keep my eyes open

But can't afford to close them

I'm feeling bored

Nothing to do

It's no longer entertaining

To sit here

And do the things I loved

I'm feeling gone

Like I don't exist

And nobody cares

That I've disappeared

Been away for too long

I'm feeling like nothing ever mattered

And all I can do is try to survive

But isn't it so hard to survive?