I have no right to be this jealous
But what can I do when I'll literally never know you?
I'll never be acknowledged the way I want to be
A million people with the same personality
But only 1% will be loved for who they are
Is this supposed to be fair?
Take a look around, isn't this a mistake?
Why will I never be special?
I want things I won't work for because I'm too embarrassed
Why couldn't you give me something better?
I feel so insignificant
I wish I didn't have to be here
How can you let this happen to me?
I'm falling apart every day
Pointing out my own flaws
Because everyone is better than me
I'm just a slacker in a crowd of perfect hard workers
But I can't change no matter how much I try
I hate myself for the mess I've become
I should've just kept going from the beginning
Did you let me break down for a reason?
I feel like I'm going nowhere and it isn't going to get better
Take me out
Take me out of here
You already knew I wouldn't belong
YOU ARE READING
Lyssa's Poem Book
PoetryJust me ranting about my feelings through poetry, because why not?