29th March, 2024
it is too hot today, and it is supposed to be still snowy. all the plants are tricked into bloom, and i fear there will be new frost in a week, and it will kill off every green thing.
me? i am watching orchid-grooming videos. i am waiting for a gloomy day to come along, so as to do some re-potting and some onion-boosting.
also, my country is falling apart. it is close to bankruptcy, and no party is ruling right now. my kids are so extremely anxious, due to strikes, riots, lack of money, approaching war, no laws and no rules, and too many days off school, that it's almost impossible to work with them.
it's been beta-reading time, and i hate it. i would choose writing to editing any day. i wish i could clone myself, so that i could be doing both, and be more productive. sigh.
that's it. that's my empty life.
no spice, no flavor.
i will be roasting spiced-up steaks tonight. nothing special.
just disintegration.
