23rd July 2024
i have no real news for you.
it's a couple of degrees cooler today, and i am on, to be writing again. i doubt anyone is waiting for updates at this point, haha, but anyway. trust me - no one yearns more for my books to be finally finished than myself!
most of the fires have been extinguished, but new fires, coming north, from Greece, are a new threat. so nobody in the south is safe, not yet. at least there has been some rain today - let's hope rain fell in the right places too.
here, in the capital, rain only means stuffy rooms, humidity of the air 96%, and total lack of oxygen; it's hard to breathe.
well, 10 minutes today were enough, i guess?
https://www.vbox7.com/play:7d07b5f1e2&start=13
you know that state where you are so dehydrated that you don't really need to pee?
yea... for 2 months now.
but at least the nights are a little cooler. just a little.
fun fact: there was a doctor on the news the other day, because people are dying in the heatwave, and she said that unless the temperatures fall under 20C during the night - the human body cannot rest. i think we had 20C in May last. and the last rain was in the end of May too. for 2 months now, it was just excessive heat. i don't trust the weather forecast, of course - nobody in my country trusts whatever pops up on TV, but the 35C they are showing - we are pretty sure it's not true. our thermometers show different numbers. i think it had been 40-45C for almost 2 months now, and i am not sure how it's been affecting us, especially those of us who are chronically ill.
plants and animals and people are dying, due to overheating. i am pretty sure 30C- 35C wouldn't do that.
whatever.
e-hey! guess what? the fires, rampant here for a whole WEEK, took a WEEK to get extinguished, because. well, because the equipment, which our country had had so that it could do that easily, has been sent off to Ukraine. to help Ukraine. to help the Nazi there. to help the millionaires.
well, to help millionaires become billionaires, surely, as all technics/armament Europe has been sending off to Ukraine has already been re-sold to the Arabs. haha! even the small kids know that German weapons and French rifles are to be found in Afghanistan and Iran, mostly! as well as our tanks.
let people burn alive in their houses. money is more important, always.
here are the last couple of days, in pictures. i have been just lying in bed, naked, and sweating all over, drinking over 5 liters of water per day, because you can't stop sweating - neither day, nor night. my blood pressure is though the roof, and my heart is acting up like crazy, lol!
so, if all updates stop - you'll at least know i am dead.
i guess people are annoyed AS FUCK due to the fact that my AO3 is full of pictures and videos.
well... my mind is a mess. so, you're getting a mess.
this is my life with c-PTSD, feel free to thank my absent father and my highly narcissistic mother.
