so, a fan wrote to me and said i should keep on writing in my diary. i am not sure it's an altogether good idea, as my writing turns bleak these days. i see very little hope, and very little point.
i am basically staying on this app still so that i could practice my English, as there is no one to talk to here. in the real world.
so... wattpad. man, i truly wished i could get away from it all. how has it been? well, the same old.
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so many people are leaving, it's unreal. i thought i would reach 800 followers by now, but people are abandoning their accounts all the time, lol. if this continues, i might reach 1K followers in 10 years' time! if ever!
of course, it's not about a large following. my books suck so much that it's a lot better if fewer people read them! the last 3 years of my life - totally wasted! ha!
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also, it has been too hot these last weeks. my laptop's battery died out, due to overheating. the internet networks barely work, due to the excessive heat. the extreme hail and floods killed most networks, and also - the power and water supply in some parts of the country. so... life has been fun, even without the war.
i am sitting home alone, naked, my ink-blue night-sky kitsune tattoo healing nicely, and i am sweating. i am thinking of you lately, again.
you, my love.
i might start writing poems again. for you.
i had decided to challenge myself and write a book that would be purely fluff, no smut, but it's... hard. in the end it's turning into angst again, and into unwritten smut that begs to crawl out from underneath my fingertips... this is how i am.
