so, today i am still thinking about the fact that last night i was called "a slut" and "a pedophile".
i have been called a bitch one time too many. i have also been called asshole.
my mother used to call me a whore, sure.
but those two above... they are new for me.
and i am not sure what to do with them.
today, half of my world has burned.
so... i am thinking about the end of the world again. still considering whether to use those videos in class.
although... if i really am a slut, and a pedophile... do i even have the right to take care of people's kids? teach them about what's right and wrong? teach them about emotional intelligence, about foreign cultures, about the wisdom of the ages, about the power of forgiveness and love?
probably not.
i am just someone who writes smut poorly.
i am nobody.
