Living Life(A Magcon Fanfic)

The Change

I woke up this time on my own alarm and not a smack cam. Mahogany was peacefully sleeping on her bed. I sat up and rubbed my face before going into the bathroom. I let out a small gasp because the tile felt like Antarctica under my bare toes. I looked at myself in the mirror. There was one feature you could always bet on and that was the sleep deprivation. The rings under my eyes became more noticeable. They grew darker and bigger, due to my frequent lack of sleep and nightmares.
I brushed my teeth and washed my face. My hair was a lost cause half of the time so I put it into a ponytail.

I put on some clothes and decided to go get breakfast. We had a buddy system and that everyone had to go somewhere with someone to make sure that we're okay. I contemplated on who to bring. I decided on Matt because it seems like he's always hungry. I quickly texted him. I had gotten all of their numbers and put in nicknames too.

(A is Alli and M is Matt)

A: hey you up? I'm hungry
M: yeah I'm up. Where you thinking?
A: idk, just food
M: how bout IHOP?
A: YAASS
M: you're weird
A: and proud👸🏻

That was the end of our texts. Matt met me outside his and Carter's room and we both walked to the IHOP down the road.
"So, how do you like the Magcon experience so far?" He asked as soon as our food arrived. I stuffed my mouth with pancakes and shrugged.
"It's great. You've all been really nice to me." I said. He blushed and thanked me.

We sat and ate and talked until we realized that he was going to be late to the second day. We rushed back and everyone was in the lobby waiting for us. "Where the hell have you two been?" Bart yelled at us as soon as we walked in. We were holding hands and Matt brought our hands together behind his back. Bart's eyes were a dark, dark shade of brown, almost black.

"We were eating breakfast." Matt said, warily looking over to any of the boys for backup. I could see him gulping in fear. Let's face it, Bart was freaking scary.
My mom came up to me and grabbed my arm. She yanked me away from Matt and hissed in my ear. "We'll talk about this later." A shiver ran down my spine as soon as her words registered. I clasped a hand over my mouth to keep from letting out a whimper. I nodded, compliant.

We all traveled in silence to the place where the fans would meet the boys. They got in their booths in pairs and the VIP girls were already lined up outside. Two bald men were waiting at the door to take tickets and let the screaming teens and tweens in.
Halfway through the event, I couldn't find my mom or Bart. So, I went up to Jack J and asked him where they were. "Uh, nope. Haven't seen them. They should be back before it ends though." He was pretty cute, blonde hair in a tall quiff and blue eyes.

I visited Shawn's line and pretended to be a fangirl. "Oh my god!!!! ITS SHAWN MENDES!" I screamed. I ran up to him. "Can I get a picture? And a hug? Will you sign my face?" I gushed. He just gave me a weird look and shook his head.
"What is wrong with you?" He mutters to himself. I laughed and walked away. I went to go scrounge for food because it was 1 now and I haven't eaten since Matt and I went to IHOP.

I wandered around aimlessly until the end of the event and I found the guys, who traveled in huddles. "Sup bros." I said. "Have any of you guys seen my mom or Bart?" I asked. They all realized they hadn't and said no.
"I've looked around but I can't find them anywhere." I said to Jack J. He was a good listener.

"Do you want me to help you look for them?" He offered. I nodded and bit my lip. He grabbed the keys from the other Jack to the Jeep they had brought.
I went on my Twitter as we drove around. One headline stopped me in my tracks. "Big crash on I-90. One injured, one dead. Click for more details." My eyes widened as I clicked it.
Long story short, it was the limo that crashed. My mom and Bart were in the limo and one of them was dead. I could feel my heart rise up in my throat. "Stop the car. I choked out. Jack looked at me like I had three heads. "Stop the car!"
He pulled over and I was on the brink of hysterics. "What? What is it?" He asked anxiously. I couldn't speak because I was too busy hyperventilating. He took my phone out of my hand and read it quickly. I saw his eyes dart back and forth and widen. "We need to go to the hospital now."

Once we got there, jumped out of the Jeep and raced to the front desk. "I need to see Kelly Conrad." I told the lady behind the desk. Jack finally caught up with me and was on the phone, probably calling the guys about what happened.
The lady was taking her sweet time and I almost strangled her. "Ah yes. Here it is. Are you her family?" She asked in a nasally voice. I shut my eyes and took deep breaths, trying now to kill her.
"I'm her daughter!" I nearly screamed.

Her green eyes saddened as she looked at me. "Well, I'm very sorry but your mother was in a car crash." I knew this. Cut to the chase! "She went under immediate cardiac arrest and died on impact." I didn't hear what she had said about Bart and I didn't care.

My mom was dead. No way. She's not dead. She can't be. I slipped away from the counter, not daring to blink or move. Jack came up to me. "Allison? Are you okay? What happened?" I just looked up at him and hugged him tight, as if he could slip away just like my mother had. I started bawling into his shoulder and gripping him. My body trembled from my sobs.

The rest of the boys burst through the door but I didn't care. My mother was dead. Shawn and Matt stopped at the sight of me crying into Jack's shoulder. Their faces showed immediate worry and pain. I just kept crying and holding onto the one friend who could make me feel warm during this blizzard.

My mom is dead.

A/N: well you weren't expecting that were ya? Till next time!
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