𝓣𝓮 𝓪𝓶𝓸 𝓥. 𝓣𝓶𝓷𝓽

32.) Love

Tw: SH!⚠️

Myra Montgomery
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I sat in the kitchen as I was permanently on bed rest until Leo changed his mind. Which probably would be never, April got off of bed rest for unknown reasons which was completely unfair. I couldn't sleep so I sat there, at 3 am.

A small light of fire jump on each of my fingers as I played with it. I then held the fire on in the palm of my hand.

[I LOVE YOU, BONITA. ]

The visual of him makes the fire in my palm burst up, burning and burning my face a little. I fall backwards.

No, no, no. God please no.

I hold up my shaking hands only to see visuals of blood.

I look up to see my mom standing in front of me with a sword driving through her stomach.

Why the hell is this happening?

[ ITS YOUR FAULT ]

Pitch black. Everywhere I looked.

[YOU'RE TO BLAME ]

No, no, kitsune? This is not funny!

[ EVERYONE IS HURT BECAUSE OF YOU. ITS YOUR FAULT ]

ITS ALL YOUR FAULT.
ITS ALL YOUR FAULT.
ITS ALL YOUR FAULT.

My breathing picked up as I tried to scream. I couldn't even hear myself.

IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT.

Shut up. Shut up. Shut up! SHUT UP!

[ JUST A PATHETIC LITTLE GIRL, LIKE THE SAME ONE WHO TOOK THAT TEDDY BEAR ]

[ A LITTLE MISERABLE GIRL WHO HATES HERSELF, A PATHETIC, MISERABLE GIRL ]

It's my fault. I was the one who killed him. Just a miserable girl who can't even love herself.

I hate ɎØɄ ₥Ɇ

You hate me?

I turn to the sound of a small girl. Her body was as light visual. This little girl was me.

No, no, I don't hate you.

I couldn't even speak. Only just fall to my knees as I looked at the girl who was broken, the girl who was supposed to have a beautiful, loving life.

Her heart was as black as the night.

I could never hate you. Just, myself.

But, I am you.

No, the new me.

Oh.

Im so sorry.

Tears started pouring down my face.