Amari
"All bullshit aside. Tell her you like like her and show it. Otherwise, you need to let her do her own thing."
I was about to rebuttal but it seemed like that needed to be end of conversation, no buts. She advised me to put actions behind my words, so that's what I'm gonna do. Hopefully, she's willing to accept it.
When we walked inside, I saw Kamryn in the kitchen grabbing something from a fridge. Ro was asking if she was cooking, but all she had was a bottle of water and a banana. Even I knew the answer was no.
"I'm gonna eat later." She says.
I wanted to tell her that we had cookies maybe that would make cheer her up. I know she likes sweets. She just looked so serious.
This is definitely not the reaction I imagined, but I gotta give her time and space. I know she needs to eat even, if she feeling uncomfortable though.
She cares about me and my well-being, and I wanted to show her that same energy. I looked in her fridge and cabinets to check what was available. Everything was organized and clean. I'm surprised two studs can keep an apartment so spotless.
I walked to the sink then realized I don't know if my cooking is good enough for her. Let me order is something from Roboto's. She loves Asian food so I ordered her a plate of hibachi chicken and shrimp with fried rice. Then I ordered myself a plate of hibachi chicken with fried rice.
She's gotta be hungry up there. It's been almost an hour. I took a deep breath and walked up to her room.
I knocked and she opened the door seconds later. She stared at me with a blank expression. Truthfully, I miss her smile more than anything.
"Hey. I bought us food from Roboto's. I figured you would be hungry by now. I know you've been locked up in your room for a minute."
She looked down at the plate in my hands then looked at me. "Thank you, but I'm just not in the mood to eat yet. You can leave it on the counter for me?" She asks.
"You can just take it." I say before doing a quick side eye. I know she's not too happy with me but the least she could do it is grab it and she can just eat it later.
"Yeah, you can take that downstairs for me?" She asks, sounding more unimpressed than before. My heart broke from how cold her eyes looked.
"Oh, yeah. I'll put it on the counter for you." I say.
"Thanks." She forced an awkward smile then closed the door.
Just fuck my feelings huh? I got her dinner and she doesn't even want to eat. Am I just better off not speaking to her until she speaks to me? Avoidance is what got me in this situation in the first place. I'm just gonna give her tonight to think, but tomorrow, I'm gonna do what I can. Hopefully, she'll admit her feelings and won't shut me out any longer.
I walked downstairs and put our food in the fridge. I could barely stomach my emotions, food was not happening for me. It's time for some sleep. Tonight felt like a melancholic type of night. Needy by Ariana Grande played on my AirPods as I took a seat on the couch, throwing my blanket over my shoulders.
I pat my thigh for Aries to sit on my lap. He jumps on my legs and I brush over his fur with my hand. Most of the time, I get a lot of comfort from petting him but tonight it wasn't doing it.
After half an hour of sulking, I finally fell asleep.
I woke up to the sun shining through the window onto my eyes. It didn't matter what time it was. I needed to get ready to go. I need to get out of this house and just breathe for a bit. Plus I had a full schedule ahead of me.
I know there's a bathroom downstairs, but it doesn't have a shower. I gotta use one of their bathrooms to shower. I didn't feel like waking up Kamryn, but technically I was her guest. Respectfully, I had to bother her first.
Here we go. Deep breath. It's just a shower.
I knock three times and wait for her to answer. It wasn't even five seconds before she opened the door.
"Good morning. You can—go right ahead and use my bathroom. I'm heading out anyways." Her good morning didn't sound too good to me. She didn't even smile. Her watch was hanging off of her wrist as she was trying to multitask putting on her watch and closing her back pack.
She held her black camouflaged backpack over her chest with an all black fit on. A black hoodie, some black jeans, and black Air Jordan's. Her gold chain, gold rings and gold hoop earrings finished her fit. Even when she went minimal, she still looked extra fine.
"Thank you." I said, taking mental note to the fact I didn't even have to ask. Her kindness was consistent, even when I made her dissatisfied. I admired her face without going noticed. Her serious face was bringing out her chiseled jawline more than usual. She's really good looking, especially with her gold chain, and she smells nice. Before I could get out a compliment, she walked downstairs.
Wow. I didn't even get ten seconds? I groaned then sighed aloud.
I should've just gotten a hotel room. Matter fact, I should've just kept my mouth shut. She was perfectly fine before I said anything. We had minor conflict but now I swear I feel like I am the conflict in her life and she's moving on without me.
We're the closest we've ever been and yet I feel like we're even further divided.
I turn the water on and switch on the shower. I grab my clothes and body care essentials from my suitcases then went back into the bathroom. I stripped down to my birthday suit and scanned my outfit for the day.
Damn. I didn't grab underwear. I wrapped myself in my towel, tucking the tail end under my arm, then walked to my luggage.
I should've turned off the water. This is not my house or my water bill. I wish she would just let me give her compensation for staying here so I don't feel like I'm taking advantage of her. I should leave money under her pillow like the tooth fairy.
I bent down to look through my suitcase for my underwear. I could've sworn I had it in the front of this bag with my casual clothes.
The vent above me was blowing an unfavorable breeze on my skin, then I feel a chill wave through my body making me shiver. My towel fell to the floor exposing my naked body. Thankfully, Kamryn isn't in the room. She's on her way to class by now. Plus, Royal has her own bathroom so I doubt, I'll be giving anybody a show.
When I heard the door open, my stomach dropped. Before I could even say Kam, she burst through the door. I'm sure she heard the shower and assumed I was in it.
I quickly grabbed the towel then stood up and wrapped it around my body. I cleared my throat awkwardly.
"Fuck. I'm sorry," she says. Her hand immediately covered her eyes.
My cheeks are burning and I feel like my stomach is gonna fall out of my ass.
"I just forgot my phone." She navigated blindly around her room to grab her phone from her desk. She didn't once drop her hand leading her to bump into her dresser before she left the room. The moment the door closed, I released a sigh.
Seriously. She couldn't have burst in one minute later?
Flashing her was not the way I would have wanted her to see my naked body the first time. I hope I didn't make things more complicated. Hopefully, she doesn't think I did that on purpose. I mean, I'm not the first naked body she's seen.
Maybe she liked the view and she didn't want to say it. I can't say how much she even saw cause her hand went up so fast. Tonight, I'll talk to her.
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This a short chapter to you? I apologize, but wait .. there's more (double upload)
Will Kamryn forgive Amari or will she keep dragging it?
Amari accidentally flashed Kam, I wonder how she feels now
Maybe Kamryn saw nothing... who knows?
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