"Love .."

O30

Alyssa

Why'd i have to meet lamere

I pounderd while looking out the window of brians car

I think I would've did better without any of the guys I've dated or talked to in my life. All ty had done for me is made me insecure and beat me up mentally and physically, all lamere had done was make my life complicated and made me even more delusional. But i guess they both taught me important lessons in my life

What am i even thinking, i told myself this whole time im out of town im not thinking of lamere or anyone in my city, thats the main reason i cut off everyone before i left

My eye drifted towards the side to take a peak at brian, I didn't want him to see me look at him. And its not like im thinking hes cute or anything im just thinking of how much he's changed since the last time i saw him

His jawline, eye shape, hes more built like he runs track, his hair, his smell, ......his lips

I quickly turned my head back to the window

What am I thinking, thats literally my childhood friend nothing more...

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Brandon/brians pov::::

I was on my way to Seattle when i saw a girl my age walking on the sidewalk dragging along her suitcase

Once i started looking harder at her she started looking more and more like alisson

I slowed down and rolled down my window, she was about to go do the dash on my ah but she noticed my face just in time

"You going back to Seattle" i asked

"Uh yeah" she said

Im going there too, she midest well hop in here wit me, we would make it there way faster, what am i talking about shawty ain gon wanna be in a car ride with only me for 2 hours.....but something telling me to take the risk

"Oh you midest well ride in the car with me, the train station is crowded with people leaving town"

I saw her face hesitate

Mannn genuinely what am i talkin bout dawg

"Are you finna go to Seattle" she asked

"Yeah it should only take a hour" i said

It looked like she was really thinking with her being silent

She looked around before opening my passenger seat door

Man i had to stop every face muscle from trying to form a smile on my face

Tighten up dawgg, just because she said she'll ride in da car dont mean nun

Sometimes while driving I could see her sneaking peaks at me, kinda made me happy but ian wanna seem like a simp

I could tell she noticed how much I've matured and grown, hopefully one day she'll see why i am the one for her....