Rivals In Love (lenxreader)

Im Sorry

I'm back my lovely readers~ and wow, the title says what I was just about to say. I'm sorry ;-; okay, now on with the story

And don't hate me for this chapter, get some tissues
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POV: {Y/N}
The next morning Len and I got out of bed and got ready to go see what the next song will be. "Are you ready?" Len asked. "Yup" I said slipping on my shoes and heading out to the lobby to meet Alex.

"Okay let's go" Alex said once we finished saying good morning. We headed to a room that wasn't so big, there were probably more than fifty kids in here. "Go take your seats in the third row" Alex said as he walked away. "Good morning everyone" Meiko said. We all said good morning and Meiko started to talk again.

"Today we will not be going to separate rooms. You will all be singing the same song" Meiko said and we were all curious now. "Vocaloids have to learn new songs and dances quickly so all three of us decided you'd all be singing and dancing to pon pon pon" meiko said and we all stared at her in silence. I've heard that song before but never in my life would I have thought I'd be singing and dancing to it.

After we were told our song we headed to our room. "Let's practice together" Len said grabbing my hand, I let go of his hand and said. "I think we should practice on our own" "w-what's wrong [Y/N]?" Len asked confused as to why you were being so cold. We arrived in the room and sat down on the bed. "Len....I.....I can't anymore" I said trying to hold back my tears. "Yes you can, you always do great! Don't be nervous" Len said. "That's not it Len" I said not looking at him. "Then what's wrong? Please tell me" Len said getting a little sad.

"I think we should b-break up" I said, it was getting hard to hold in the tears. "W-what? Are you joking? This isn't funny [Y/N]" Len said tears welling up in his eyes. "I'm not joking Len, what if one of us wins? We'll need to break up anyway" I said letting the tears escape. "But-" I cut Len off. "No Len, I know it's hard but we really do need to break up" I said crying.

"[Y/N], I know you love me as much as I do. If you didn't love me you wouldn't be crying! We can make it through this. I'd date you even if it would be impossible to see you......we love each other" Len said crying as much as I was. "Len......I love you but we can't be toge-" I said but then Len's lips crashed into mine and he forcefully kissed me, I couldn't resist so I kissed back. We kissed for what seemed like hours but we eventually pulled apart. "I'm so sorry Len" I said running up to the door. "It's over" I said closing the door once I was out.

"[Y/NNNNN]!!!!" I heard Len scream. 'Why can't he just accept the fact that we're through?' i thought as I walked.

"Sorry" I said as I bumped into someone. "It's oka- [Y/N]?" I heard a familiar voice say. "M-miku?" I said not really looking at her. "What's wrong?" Miku asked. "Nothing" I said. "Then why won't you look up at me?" Miku asked. I looked up ate her and the tears began to run down my cheeks again.

"[Y/N] what happened?" Miku asked worried. "L-len" I said. "What did he do to you? I'll go make sure he regrets it!" Miku said getting mad. "No. It wasn't his fault" I said. "Then what happened with Len?" Miku asked calming down. "I broke up with him today" I said as calmly as possible. "You two were dating?" Miku asked confused. "Yeah" I said. "When?" Miku asked.

"After the first competition" I said. "That long ago? And you didn't tell any of us?" Miku asked. "Len and I wanted it to be a surprise" I said. "But why did you break up with him?" Miku asked. I didn't want to tell her that I over heard the judges conversation so I used the same excuse I always did. "Len or I can win, if that happens we won't be together so I decided to end it all today." I said. "Oh..." Miku said. After a few minutes I decided I should go back to the room, hopefully Len isn't awake.

I'm so sorry, I really do mean it! I am a lazy and selfish person. I don't update a chapter everyday any more and I'm really sorry. I have a major case of writer's block and I just don't know what to write anymore. I also can't go update so often because I'm in summer school and I go to a college everyday and I'll eventually be living there for a while so I've been getting loads of homework, literally. I also haven't been feeling good, mentally not physically. I just get so stressed out and life is just happening right now so yeah.... Once again I am really sorry. I'll try my best to update~