HER SECOND CHANCE (2) DONE ✅

CHAPTER 29

LISA POV

I woke up with a terrible headache like I beat my head on the wall hundred times. I massaged my temples sitting on the bed. I smelt coffee and... pancakes? Who is in my kitchen? I managed to walk out of the room reaching the bathroom. I quickly washed my face with cold water and looked at myself in the mirror, my eyes widened at my outfit. I was wearing a shirt, a man's shirt. I gasped when I reminded to whom it belonged. So she is the one who is in my kitchen I thought she will be gone after what happened last night. I brushed my teeth and walk to my kitchen.

She was there in front of the stove with a spatula in her hand,  wearing a sweatpants and a white tee-shirt, her hair messy and still wet. When in the hell she used my bathroom and where these clothes were coming from. I was in my thoughts when I found Jennie looking at me smiling like an idiot.

"Good morning gorgeous." She said.

"Morning." I replied walking to the small counter.

"Take this." She said handing me a pill and a glass of water.

I narrowed my eyes at her.

"I knew you will need it after all the drink you had last night." Jennie added.

I took it and gulped all the water without a word. I was really thirsty.

I sat on the stool looking at her. She seemed happy, relaxed. I believed she will be angry, disappointed maybe upset. But no she was here in my kitchen smiling and preparing my breakfast. She slipped a plate with pancakes, eggs, fruits and a cup of coffee in front of me.

"Bon appétit." She said with a smile.

I kept looking at her and to my plate. I finally took my fork playing with my food and passed the events of last night in my head.

FLASHBACK

I was on the bed feeling Jennie's lips on my neck, going down to my cleavage. I couldn't stop myself of moaning. It's been so long that I couldn't stop myself. Her hands were roaming all over my body, from my hips up to massaging my breast playing with my nipple. I grabbed her hair feeling the softness. She groaned at my act. She took my other nipple in her mouth. I arched my back feeling the immense pleasure. Suddenly she stood up taking off her shirt and pant without leaving my eyes. She was just in boxer and sport-bra. She took the rest of my dress off me and got between my legs looking lustfully at my body. She kissed hers way from my belly to my mouth and captured my lips, I responded at her kiss with the same force with my hands caressing her back. She was so soft everything like was in my memories.

"I love you so much babe and love the effect you have on me." She mumbled against my lips. I felt her hand on my belly and hips. I was in a different world enjoying this moment I craved for years.

Without stopping her assault on every inch in my body, her hand was now on the edge of my thong,  at this moment I opened my eyes like I was waking up from a dream. I couldn't go this far,  it was not what I wanted.  I let my guards down in a moment of weakness.

I grabbed her hand before she could take it away from me. She lifted her face which was on my breast and looked at me.

"I... I want you to... stop." I said.

She frowned at me and sat, her hand sill at the same place.

"Please I don't feel right about this." I added.

I saw the hurt in her eyes but quickly replaced by concern. She took my face in her hands and said softly.

"Did I do something wrong?"

I kept looking at her and replied, "I am not ready."

She caressed my cheeks lovingly with her thumbs for long minutes in silence and stood up. I felt a little weird because I expected her to just walk out of the room but instead she pulled me from the bed making me stand. She picked her shirt from the floor and made me wear it. I was looking at her clearly surprised by her behaviour. She buttoned all the buttons, grabbed my waist and kissed my forehead.

"Can I spend the night with you." She asked.

"I don't know, I don't think it's a... good idea." I replied.

"Please I just want to hold you in my arms... please." She almost begged grabbing my hands in her.

"We will just sleep I promise." Jennie added.

I could at least do this I said to myself so I nodded. I never saw her smile like she did at this moment.

We lay down on the bed, she was behind me still with her boxer only. She hugged me from behind with one arm on my waist and the other under my head, passing on my chest grabbing my shoulder keeping me glued to her. I could feel her breathing with her chest up and down. We didn't speak. I didn't know when I fell asleep.

FLASHBACK END
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I was still playing with my food when Jennie spoke.

"Babe is everything right?"

"Yeah just thinking."

"About what?"

I didn't want to open the discussion about what happened so I lied.

"About Liam." I replied not looking at her.

"Don't worry my parents will take good care of him, I bet he didn't even notice our absence." She said with chuckle.

"Yeah probably."

"Just eat as long as it's hot so we can go and bring our son."

I didn't reply and started eating, it was good and I was so hungry.

I didn't know where all this is going to take us because what happened is difficult to forget and forgive. I still couldn't forgive her and don't know if I could one day. It is harder for me than for her, she have to understand this.