Soulmate [ ✔ ]

18 ≡;- ꒰ °reality ꒱

You might have thought that we have our happily ever after based on the situation before.

Yeah, I know. I hope so too. But honestly?

I think this is just the beginning.

After he drove me to his house, we slept together. No, I literally meant we just slept together. He was already knocked out on the bed when I went out of the bathroom. What else was I supposed to do except just lay down beside him and stared at his sleeping face, imagining all kinds of scenario that should've happened instead of that.

I mean, it's not like I can blame him. He did waited 5 hours for me in front of my house. I'm partially at fault here. Gosh.

Anyway, after that, I was slapped by reality.

Mmhm. That's right. I forgot he is an idol. We are dating indeed, but that motherf*cker is busy all the time. We haven't even see each other for a day, sometimes I even endure a few days without seeing his handsome face. Yeah, I get that, but what makes me unpatient is he doesn't reply to my chats too!

ARGH! THIS IS FAR FROM MY DREAM LOVE LIFE! COULDN'T HE AT LEAST REPLY MY CHAT? JUST HOW BUSY IS HE?!

I'm dead serious! If you look at our chats, you can see how I sent a lot of messages at a time, and he only responded with a simple 'yeah', 'no', 'that's funny', 'haha' or just seen.

I'M REALLY THIS CLOSE TO TRACK HIS LOCATION AND SLAM HIM AGAINST THE WALL!

"Yep. He's a total jerk."

When I tell everything to Aera, this is her freaking response. She sips her wine and leans her back onto the couch, hands spreading to the side and her leg crosses on top of the other.

"Hyeonwoo would've never do that. He would spam me with everyday selfies and cute messages. He would answer my questions even before I asked it. That's how much he cherishes me. Compared to my boyfriend standard, your boyfriend is a trash."

"Excuse me, little girl?" I snap my finger in front of him. Girl, I know I'm the one who tell her these, but why is her reaction like this?!

"Aren't you the one encouraging me to confess to him?"

"Yeah. I did. Because you love him. He loves you too," she reply with a relaxed tone. She sips her wine again. What the hell. I'm confused. Am I stupid, or is she crazy?

"I don't understand, human."

Aera sighs.

"What I mean is, he is a jerk for not making any time for you. Don't break up though. You know he's an idol, so just bear with it until you get married. He'll stop being an idol and spend some quality time with you by then," she explains. Now I get it. She's telling me to just endure it.

"What if he still wants to continue being an idol?" I blurt out. I mean, that's possible. He never really told me that he wants to quit being an idol. What if he wants to pursue his career even after marriage? Hearing my question, Aera's mouth slowly opens.