Roses (Glenn Rhee x reader)

4| Please Dont Sing

Y/n POV

It was dark now. We set up all of the cars outside of the prison. We all sat around a small fire we made. Everyone expect for Daryl. He was to busy keeping watch. Everyone pleading with him but he said he wasn't hungry and didn't care.

"Mmm. Just like mom used to make" Glenn whispered as he continued to eat. I couldn't really work up much of an appetite either.

I saw Lori stare at Rick. We kept walking the gate just like Daryl. I didn't mind it felt safer knowing that they were keeping a look out. They were both stubborn assholes and none of them wanted to admit that they needed rest.

"Tomorrow we'll put all the bodies together. Want to keep them away from the water. Now, if we can dig a canal under the fence, we'll have plenty of fresh water." T-Dog said as he sat down around us.

"And this soil is good. We could plant some seeds, grow some tomatoes, cucumbers, soybeans." Herhsel said as he picked apart his food. He looked even more like an old man. His beard and hair was wild, he looked like Santa.

"That's his third time around. If there was any part of it compromised, he would of found it by now. He is pretty shaken up" I said as I watched Rick. It brought everyone else's attention to it too.

"This'll be a good place to have the baby. Safe." Beth said with a smile as she looked at Lori. Lori looked at me with a look and then turned back to Beth.

"Yeah, all we need is a little one running around" She said as she let out a sigh. I know she was joking but trh joke still hurt.

"Yeah, count your blessings" I said as I stood up. I was tired of her being so ungrateful some times.

"Y/n, I didn't mean it like that" she said softly trying to keep some peace.

"Yeah well you did . You get what you want and you're all pissy about it. Man fuck this shit" I said as I got up and walked away. I was tired of sitting around and fucking holding hands.

I was angry and I needed to cool off. Because if I didn't I was going to rip off her face. She was an ungrateful little shit, she got what she wanted and now she hates it.

"Y/n!" Someone called my name. I turned around and saw it was Rick. I stopped walking and stood there. He quickly caught up with me. "What happened?"

"Your wife. Or whatever you fucking call her. She made a comment about how great it is having a baby in a safe place but she was all snarky about it. No one thinks, 'oh baby we shouldn't talk so much about a baby around a fucking baby in front of Y/n' No they don't. Do you see what's happening here? You barely get any sleep. You killed your best friend and you never address it. You need to open up and talk to someone." I shouted at him. Not loud enough for the whole group to hear just for it to get through his thick skull. I slumped down on the ground.

"Yeah. I should but it's not easy. He went behind my back and so did she and it's easier not addressing it" He said as he sat down next to me.

"What do we do?" I asked him quietly. I was all out of options, decisions or even motivation.

"We keep trying. You're  going to have your baby and we're all going to be safe" He said as he stared down at the campfire.

"I fucking hope so" I mumbled. I didn't to apologize to them. None of them deserved it. And I was acting like Rick and u didn't want that for right now. I walked over to the group and all of there eyes were on me.

"Lori, im sorry for what I said. You should be able to have your baby with peace. It's just hard and I need some time. And sorry for cussing Herhsel" I mumbled as u sat right back down next to Glenn. I basically sat on top of him as his arm wrapped around my waist as I leaned into him.

"I love you" he said as he kissed my head. "I love you too" I said as I snuggled into him more.

"Bethy, sing Paddy Reilly for me" Herhsel requested. We grabbed some blankets that we had and wrapped ourselves up with them, the fire was doing it but not enough. "I haven't heard that, I think, since your mother was alive."

"Daddy, not that one, please." Maggie whispered softly at him.

Are we in a fucking musical? Next thing you know are the walkers going to start singing? And break out in dance. I shoved my face in my hands. No way this bitch is gonna sing.

"How about, The parting Grass?" Herhsel asked, as he looked at his daughter.

"No one wants to hear" Beth said, I second that. I do not want to hear you sing.

"Why not?" Glenn asked her. I looked up at him. Beth shifted her focus to her dad and Glenn whispered in my ear.

"You're going to love this" Hr said as he gave me a small smile. I know why he did it because he thought it was funny. I poked him in the side and shoved my face in my hands so I didn't have to laugh in front of everyone.

Boy I do love Beth and she is not a half bad singer it's just no one wants to hear her sing. Might wake up the walkers and have them eat us.

"Okay" Beth whispered as she began to sing, after a while Maggie joined in, I was sitting for T-Dog to get up and start fucking dances.

Like one of those mob things where r gone starts to like dance and everyone pretends 'oh no what's happening'. Yeah just like that.

Rick came back over, maybe this was his calling to shut her up but all he did was give Lori some food as a peace offering. I wanted to cry and like kill myself. This was horrible and I hated it.

I sighed into Glenn's arms as they continued to sing their never ending song.