Roses (Glenn Rhee x reader)

29| Im Sorry

Y/n POV

"Take watch. Eyes open, head down" Rick said to Maggie, she nodded and she walked past him.

"Felix's filled with walkers. Didn't see any snipers out there, but we'll keep Maggie on watch." Rick said to the rest of us.

"I'll get up in the guard tower, take out half them walkers give these guys a chance to fix the fence." Daryl said as he put his hands on his hips.

"Or use some cars to put the bus in place." Michonne suggested.

"We can't access the field without burning through our bullets" I said as I ran a hand down my face. All of this was stressing me out.

"So we're trapped in here. There's barely any food or ammo." Glenn said pointing out the very obvious.

"Been here before we'll be all right." Daryl said trying to bring comfort to the situation.

"That's when it was just us. Before there was a snake in the nest." Glenn said not letting things so, which was Merle.

"Man, we gonna go through this again? Look, Merle's staying here. He's with us now. Get used to it. He is also Y/n's brother, so if you really did love her like you say you do then you would drop it" Daryl grunted at me. I put my hands in my back pockets at a weird feeling. It was like Glenn was being but on spot.

"Hey" Rick said trying to stop Daryl from storming off like a child.

"All y'all." Daryl said and with that Daryl went up the steps to cool off.

"Seriously, Rick, I don't think Merle's living here is really gonna fly." Glenn said and with that I stormed off too. I was tired of them talking about the same subject. "Y/n" Glenn said as he tried to stop me.

"Nope" I mumbled before I walked towards Merle's cell and I unlocked it. He was on the flirt trying to sleep like a loser. I kicked him slightly.

"Man, what the fuck was that for?" Merle groaned as he got up. I sat at one of the tables and I rested my head. "How you been doing baby sis?" Merle asked as he sat across from me.

"Tired. I have no idea how the fuck we are going to do this" I said as I was trying not to stress out.

"Easy. We're gonna take out that son of a bitch." Merle said, I don't think he seemed to be taking it as serious as I was. But that was just Merle, he didn't let things stress him out.

He looked over at me and his face softened. I knew that look, he was going to do his best to have a serious talk. It was one of those rare times that he actually showed emotion or that he cared. We knew he cared it was just one of those times he showed it.

"Uh...Daryl told me about...the baby" Merle mumbled out the last part. I haven't had to talk about the baby once we were at one of those random houses before the prison.

"Yeah." I said as I nodded my head. The feeling still hurt but Merle needed to hear it. He didn't get the opportunity to go with us. "We were at the C.D.C, I'm going to spare you those details. Blah blah blah, then I found out right, and I don't know if Daryl told you, but he punched Glenn in the face" I said with a small smile, not that Glenn was getting beat up it was just that Daryl and Merle were always protective.

"That's my baby brother" Merle said maybe a little too happy and I gave him a glare and he toned it down.

"Well, then Hershel, you met him. He had a farm and we were staying there, it's really a long story so he went to a bar, Rick, Glenn and I went down to try and get him to come back home. Then these asshole people came by and tried to kill us and they ended up shooting my stomach. Merle, I was 8 months pregnant. I was so fucking close" I said as I leaned back a little. I didn't want to cry, I feel like I shouldn't. I knew the baby was in a better place. "I could have held that baby in my arms but those fuckers ruined it for me" I grunted out bitterly. "I hope that asshole rots in hell" I said as I looked at my hands.

"I'm sorry" Merle said, it wasn't something he said often and it seemed kind of strange to hear.

"It's fine. I know it's for the better." I said with a small smile not trying to seem upset.

"Y/n" I heard someone say. I turn around and it was Glenn standing at the doorway. He glared at Merle before his eyes softened at me. "Can I talk to you?"

"Keep your hands to yourself" Merle said with a small laugh before I hit him in the back of the head. I walked out and locked the door behind me before Glenn pulled me into our cell.

"Aye you mad at me? Because it seems like you are" Glenn huffed out as he reached out for my hands.

"No" I did simply, which it wasn't true or a lie I was just tired of them constantly fighting over what to do with Merle. I know what Merle did was wrong but that was my brother.

"You are, I can see it in your eyes. I'm sorry, okay?" Glenn asked as he nervously shuffled on his feet.

"It's okay" I said looking at him. I wanted to get this conversation out of the way because it was making me uncomfortable. He knew what was bothering me and the fact he had to ask about it made me a little more mad.

I walked out of the room, I couldn't be stressed out any longer.