Roses (Glenn Rhee x reader)

53| My Beautiful Girls

Y/n POV

"Y/n? You need to wake up" I heard someone say as they lightly tapped on my face. I woke up, I looked around and I was in a place I don't remember.

It was a huge cabin with a fire burning in the background. I was lying on a table with medical supplies all around me. I looked over at my arm and it was all stitched up.

I groaned when I felt another stabbing pain in my stomach. I looked around and I was wearing a hospital gown. I looked at JJ and if this strange men have undressed me.

"No, you did it yourself before you passed out. Dad said you're about to have your baby" JJ said with a small smile as he held onto o my hand. I laid back on the bed silently cursing myself.

"Fuck" I cursed as I placed my good hand on my stomach. I wanted to cry. I couldn't do this alone. "JJ...I can't do this alone" I mumbled out with tears falling down my eyes.

"I know it's hard. But you can do it. You cut off your own arm" JJ said with a little amazement. He saw my face go dark and he quickly butted in. "Which my dad also fixed and he said you will be okay" JJ said as he held up his hand.

"I just want Glenn" I mumbled as I closed my eyes and I thought of his handsome face, his soothing voice and how he would calm me down.

"Is that your husband?" JJ asked putting two and two together. I nodded my head weakly. "As soon as this is over I'll help you find him. And the rest of your group" JJ said with a smile. I nodded my head at him.

"How is she doing?" I heard a voice say, I looked up and I saw an old man come out of the room. He reminded me of Hershel. No poor Hershel. The man had a long white beard and the soft kind eyes.

"She just woke up" JJ said as he turned around to meet his father's eyes.

"I can tell" His dad said with a smile. "My name is Christopher. You must be Y/n. You did a pretty nice job on your arm. Nice clean cut, it was easy to stitch back up" Christopher said with a soft smile. I nodded my head unable to speak.

"Is the baby coming now?" I asked my voice barley above a whisper.

"Yes dear" Christopher said, I put my head back down trying to fight the tears from forming. I felt JJ hold on to my arm and give it a squeeze. "J, get her the medicine. Is this your first birth?" Christopher asked me as sat in front of me.

"Yes" I said weakly as I looked around, I could feel the earth moving around me.

"You need to stay strong okay? Just breathe and think of something that makes you feel calm" Christopher said as he placed My legs up.

My mind went to Glenn admittedly. I thought of Glenn waking me up in the morning, his picture of me, his voice, his hands. I looked over and it was like I could see him.

"Hi beautiful" He said with a smile as he his hand moved the hair out of my face. "You gotta be strong for me. I'm right here" I could hear him say.

"Glenn" I said weakly, when I moved my hand up to touch him he slowly faded away.

"She is hallucinating" I heard Christopher say. I looked over and I saw Christopher put gloves on.

I watched JJ stood behind me and held me up. I felt his hadn't grab mine and it was close enough the comfort I truly needed.

"Listen to my words okay. You're dilated, the baby is on it's way. You need to push when I see so okay." Christopher said as he put some medicine in my IV. I felt my lower body go somewhat numb. "Try your best to stay quiet okay?" He asked as he reached inside for the baby's head.

"Push" I heard him instruct, I did what at I was told, with my one good hand I leaned over and held on to JJ. I saw my knuckles turn white form his hat do was holding him.

I let out a small groan doing my best to top scream my head off and attract walkers. This place was safe and secure and I was not going to blow it for this people. The pain felt unreal. It was like someone was  clawing at my insides.

"You're doing so good, my love" I heard Glenn say. I smiled a little and felt the tears roll down my face.

"Keep pushing" I heard JJ say, his voice broke me out of my trance as I did what I was told. I clenched my jaw from keeping myself from screaming.

"One last push" I heard Christopher say. I held out on to JJ as I let out the last push. I let out a loud groan as I leaned back when I felt the pain stop. "It's a girl" I heard Christopher say. I felt tears roll down my face as I heard her sweet cries.

I felt JJ let go of me to go help his dad. I watched as they cut the umbilical cord. I smiled and did my best to sit up. I heard her sweet cries as JJ handed me over my baby.

"My beautiful girls"

"Hi baby" I said with a smile as I held my daughter into my arms. Her blue eyes looked up at me and sparkled, she stopped her crying and looked up at me. "You're so beautiful" I mumbled as I held her, she smiled a tiny smile and reached out for me.

"You did a good job" I heard Christopher say with a smile. I nodded my head and thanked him.

"I can't wait for you to meet your daddy, your Uncle Daryl, Uncle Rick, Aunt Michonne and Aunt Maggie" I said as I listed off the people in my group.