Kill My Mind || DOLLHOUSE Spin-off

28.Grayson

I  got off the phone with Enzo and walked back over to Ale who was on the couch. We were eating breakfast. We had woken but about 30 minutes earlier and he looked fucking adorable with his hair a mess. "He wants me to come home in 2 days" I sighed and he rubbed my shoulder "I was having so much fun"

"We can come back whenever you want." I smiled "Plus he's right you still have training and i have work and all that awful shit"

"Yeah i guess." I sat up and faced him "He's annoying but i'm gonna miss him."

"Okay I promise i won't be mad" uh oh "Have you ever had feelings for Enzo? You flirted with him for like half that phone call. I swear as long as you still don't have feelings I won't be mad"

I shrugged not thinking much of it "We used to fuck but I don't feel anything for him. Nothing ever past attraction and I definitely don't feel anything now."

His jaw dropped "You slept with Enzo?" i nodded still not thinking it was a big deal "Omg you slept with my sisters husband" he started laughing

That's when I realized he didn't know about Bella and I. Oh fuck. Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck "Yeah..." my mind started racing about how to tell him

"Gray what's wrong."

I sheepishly smiled "You're going to be really mad"

"It's not like you could have knocked him up" he laughed again clearly not upset about enzo and i but clearly not knowing what was coming

"No but you're going to be mad because i'd be furious" his face became serious "i um..."

"Grayson" uh oh

"I slept...with bella" his hand left and he stood up. I stood up right after him "Ale I swear i don't feel anything at all for her. Never have." 

He was silent. The look of his face was indescribable. It was the first time since we met that i couldn't read him and it scared me. He turned around but i grabbed him before he could talk out. He shrugged me off of him but he stayed "Grayson"

"Please don't call me that"

"You have 30 seconds to make me not throw up."

"Yeah that's not going to happen." his eyes widened "Okay just. Let me explain so you at least know i don't want bella like that"

"Please fucking do. I can't even look at you right now." he had spent this time looking at the wall.

I made him face me. "Okay so you know how enzo and i have had sex?" he nodded "Well we used to have threesomes"

"No. absolutely not" his mouth closed like he was holding back barf and he started to talked out. I ran in front of him so i could keep explaining before he left the hotel and never came back "Grayson"

"Stop calling me that." his eyes narrowed "look. Bella and enzo had been dating for almost a year and she wanted to" i tried to make this easy for him but i could tell he felt sick and didn't want to hear about bellas sex life "experience things before they were married and so when she found out what enzo and i would do they agreed if they were going to open the relationship it would only be with me"

"No gray i'm going to throw up"  At least he was calling me gray. I followed him to the bathroom as he gagged

"Ale-"

"You're still going" he looked up at me in horror as he was doubled over above the toilet

"I only agreed because i thought you'd never want me. I didn't think we'd be dating months later. Had i known there was even a chance of us i would have said no. I was bored i had literally no feelings at all it was just sex."

"With my sister!!!" he looked away from me again as he gagged. Then he looked back "omg and her husband" he shut his eyes

"Think of it this way. You know i'm a good guy and i have bella's best interest at heart always. There's many people who wouldn't care at all about anything but her body and she could have gotten hurt. I made sure it was a comfortable safe one time experience. And we never even spoke about it again"

"Am i supposed to thank you?"

"No but i'd like it if you didn't leave me"

He rolled his eyes "i'm not leaving you Gray. What you do before me is not my business. i'm just really grossed out."

"But youre still my boyfriend"

"I am until you bring it up again"

"Okay fair deal i'm so sorry"

he shook his head no "don't apologize please. You did nothing wrong"

he started to stand up "well i fucked your sister" his head immediately faced the toilet again as his lightly pushed me  away and gagged for a solid 20 seconds.

"Gray go for a walk." I nodded and whispered a goodbye which he also did and then I walked out.

I decided to go get him some gifts knowing he was probably going to throw up when i left the hotel room. He knew i hate throw up. That or he just couldn't look at me. I didn't care what the reason was because i was just grateful he still wanted me.

...

Apparently when I left the hotel he didn't throw up but he called Bella and now they seem awkward but at least he knows. When he walked out of the shower I licked my lips watching him tighten the towel around his waist. "Don't give me that look" he said with a smirk

"What look?"

"The i'm going to fuck you look"

"But i'm going to fuck you" I walked closer and put my hands around him. I hooked a finger in the towel and pulled him closer "Aren't I?"

"You're in time out right now."

"But i got you gifts" I pouted. "And i didn't even get to give you the best one" I whispered in his ear and then my lips lowered to his neck as he rolled his head a little to the side.

"Your dick?" I nodded "I don't know the new shoes were pretty fucking cool. I don't think anything can get better"

Oh now he was just fucking with me. I pulled on the towel and it fell to the floor "Knees baby"