Kill My Mind || DOLLHOUSE Spin-off

19. Alejandro

When I woke up Gray was still besides me asleep. He needed the sleep. I smiled. I was honestly shocked I had slept through the night with no nightmare. I was worried if I fell asleep I'd wake up panicking and he'd be scarred and leave but I couldn't help it, falling asleep next to him felt so right. 

He started to stir in his sleep so I turned to my side to face him allowing him more room to toss and turn then he had when my arms covered him. My movement was followed by a groan then a giggle. I hesitantly spoke "Good morning" Gray chuckled again "What's wrong?"

"Fuck" he whispered as he turned to face me with a grin "This just feels really fucking surreal"

"How so?" his fingers wrapped around my chin as he tugged on me slightly so I was more eye level 

"God Ale I've wanted to be with you for so fucking long. Since the moment we met actually." my eyebrows raised and a smile appeared on my face 

"You did?" Gray leaned his head down slightly and his lips connected with mine, his hand went from my chin to my neck. He pulled away after a brief moment

"For someone so fucking smart you're so fucking dumb." I chuckled. I sat up and pulled him into my arms

"I'm glad you like me because I like you too" he hummed "How about I make us breakfast?"

"How about you are breakfast" he turned his head up to me and gave me a cocky smile to which I rolled my eyes at. I knew he wouldn't try anything until I was ready but it wasn't going to stop him from making remarks. "Okay fine let me take you to breakfast then. You can't cook that well"

I scoffed "Yes I fucking can"

"Should we ask Matteo? Ma-" he started to call out Matteo's name but I cupped my hand over his  mouth 

"He doesn't know you stayed here." I whispered

"Do you not want him to know?" Gray sounded slightly offended I quickly sat up to retort 

"No no not at all I promise. I can't wait for everyone to find out we are...whatever we are. I just don't want him to get the wrong impression of what we did last night."

He chuckled again "How about before we label ourselves as boyfriends we go on a date, an actual one, where we treat it like we're official boyfriends."

"Yes please" I responded so quickly I must have sounded so desperate "do you have anything in mind?" he shook his head no "if it makes you feel better for me the hardest part of a first date is actually deciding what to do"

"I think for me the hardest part would be my dick"

"Okay thats enough" I pushed him off of me and stood up to go get ready for the day and he whined as I left the bed.

...

Gray decided to take me racing. I had been a few times with my dad and Matteo when I was a teen but it was't something I did often. Gray shut the locker and turned to me "My clothes look good on you."

"Mine look good on you" before we decided what we wanted to do I offered him my clothes so he didn't have to go home and change. We were the same size anyway. 

He had on a pair of black jeans and a tight gray muscle top that fit him perfectly. His biceps were hugged in the shirt and you can see his abs outlined. I had on baggy blue jeans with a black hoodie and my glasses lined my face. Gray insisted we wear racer jackets but I didn't have any so we ended up stopping at his house anyway. I have on a black and red one and Gray's is white and black.