Kill My Mind || DOLLHOUSE Spin-off

42.Grayson

It had been two months since Ale and I broke up and I was still not doing good to say the least. All I did was drown myself in work and alcohol. In some ways it was good because everyone was so scared of what I could do they bowed down to me. In other ways it was awful because I was slowly killing myself. I barley spoke to Enzo, Sam, and Bella. I was a mess in my personal life. 

There was two times when I lost all my cool. The first was when It happened and I broke everything and everyone in my path. I was killing anyone who so much as breathed too loud and I was throwing any piece of glass I could at the wall. The second was when I had to do business with Ale last week. It was the worst hour of my entire life I liked it better being shot. As I was leaving his office I saw Nick walk in. I had already spent the whole meeting trying not to break someones nose but after I saw him I went to my...play room...and killed everyone who I was holding down there for information. I couldn't care less what they had to say in the moment. Having seen Nick and Ale together was enough to set me off. 

The only upside was they were not dating. I didn't know what they were but I had not heard any chatter about them being together and I had my men tracking Nick, I didn't trust him then and I don't trust him now, and they don't see anything that suggests the two of them being a couple. 

"Sir-" a feminine voice said pulling me out of my thoughts about Ale "I-I can try something else if you want." I looked down at the girl between my legs and rolled my eyes. I gently moved her and sat up. 

I was having trouble since Ale...sexually. I could only really be satisfied thinking about him. It was awful I wanted to once again throw something. "Go."

"But-"

"Go." I wasn't going to be able to pay attention to her anyway. As she hurried to put her clothes on and get out of my house I put my sweatpants on and grabbed my wraps so I could go to the gym. I was there a lot and late into the night. I'd often wake up angry at 4 AM or so and go work it out. 

As I walked past my kitchen and towards the gym I heard a door bell. I rolled my eyes and changed my route to the door. When I opened it my current leech was there. "Dinner?"

"Matteo it's a school night go home." I started to shut the door but he snuck past me and I scoffed "Seriously kid."

"I brought Asian food."

That piqued my interest "The food can stay you can't"

"Oh but then you'd have no friends" he walked past me towards the kitchen and I followed as I undid my wraps. 

This has become a frequent thing. Once or twice a week Matteo would show up at my door with food and eat with me. I figured Bella or Ale put him up to this but every time I say that he sticks to his story that he's doing it on his own and they have no idea he's here. 

"How was school?" I said as I grabbed plates 

He shrugged. "I passed my chem test. I wish I could drop out it's so stupid" I lightly smacked him on the back of his head and we both chuckled a little 

"It's not stupid. If you're going to go anywhere in business you need to at the very least finish high school."

"But I want to be a racer you know that."

"Life lesson for you Teo. Everything is business." He smiled and nodded 

"I saw a girl leave as I pulled up."

"You did." he nodded "She's no one." he gave me a nasty look "I'm serious. Just casual and only once."

"You're disgusting."

"It's not like Ale's not seeing people." I looked down waiting for Matteo to tell me if he was or not

"He's not really." what kind of answer is that 

"Not really...what does that mean."

"It means I'd be a shit brother for telling his ex about his sex life." I rolled my eyes but I really thought that was sweet "I already feel shitty for coming here without telling him."

"You really come here on your own?" Matteo nodded "Why?"

"You meant everything to Ale. I never expected it to end. I know no matter what you still mean everything to him and something that important is important to me. I have to make sure you're okay because if you're not it would hurt Ale." I smiled at him 

"You're a loser"

"And you're getting fat."