MY LOVES HERE ARE WARNINGS
・IMPLIED SELF HARM
・POSSIBLY OUT OF CHARACTER
・SEX
Chuuya walks into his room to see his boyfriend Osamu Dazai. Dazai was sitting on the bed starring at his wrists as some blood dripped from them.
Chuuya sighed and grabbed some bandages and some alcohol, he then walked over to his brunette. "How long ago?" the ginger asked as he started cleaning the wounds. Dazai didn't respond right away which was a major red flag for the shorter.
"About 3 minutes ago.." Dazai responded his voice quiet and dull. Chuuya nods "thank you for answering Mon Amour" (translated by google this means My Love for those who might not know) Dazai hummed in response.
Chuuya finished cleaning the wounds and started to bandage them. "Chuuya?" Dazai spoke up suddenly "hm, yes Dazai?" Chuuya said finishing up the bandages. "Would you like to try a double suicide with me?" Dazai asked which completely caught Chuuya off guard, but after a few moments Chuuya sighed "yeah..yeah we can try" Dazai smiled at the shorter "before we do this wanna do it one last time?" Chuuya lets out a scoff then a small laugh "Sure Osamu" Dazai suddenly grabbed Chuuya and pinned him underneath his body with a smirk.
Dazai immediately leaned down and pressed his lips against strawberry flavored lips, he licked them to taste them. Dazai immediately went between Chuuya legs and continued kissing the shorter.
Chuuya opened his mouth giving access to the taller which he immediately took advantage of letting his tongue slip into the the cavern of Chuuya mouth. Chuuya let out a small sound which just turned the fish on more.
Chuuya letting out a small hum at the feeling of Dazai growing erection against his ass. Dazai broke off the kiss once it became apparent they wanna fuck before dying.
Dazai immediately moving to kissing and nibbling on the carrot neck causing him to moan rather softly then usual.
As Dazai attacked the gingers neck they both slowly stripped one another down to their natural form. Dazai moving down from the neck to the shoulder down the chest and to the shorters nipples.
The ginger gasped as the fish sucked his pink nubs. Dazai stayed on it for a minute or so before switching to the other nipple causing another gasp from the shorter.
Eventually Dazai became bored of them and pulled away. Chuuya knowing what this usually meant went to get into the doggy style form, but Dazai held him down. "Not today Chuuya, this is a special session which meand we're going to be more relaxed and enjoy the moment~" Dazai said in response to Chuuya confusion.
Chuuya nodded while watching Dazai lean over to get the supplies. "Condom or no condom?" Dazai asked. "No condom" Chuuya responded watching as Dazai pulled out LAVENDER lube (to that person whi mentioned lavender lube and wanted that here ya go!) as well with two needles which Chuuya immediately knew what they were for.
"Chuuya, my love it's completely ok if you want to back out" Dazai turning his attention back to the male pinned underneath him. Chuuya took a deep breath "no, no I wanna do it" Dazai nodded. "These should give us enough time to finish up and clean off our bodies then get comfortable ok?" Chuuya nods "yeah okay" Chuuya looked up into Dazai eyes. Dazai put a quick peck on Chuuya lips before handing him the needle.
"At the same time we'll give ourselves the shot ok?" Chuuya nodded taking ahold of the needle and positioning it at a vein, Dazai did the same. On the count of three they both pushed the needle into their veins breaking through the layers of skin and pushing the substance into their blood streams.
Chuuya sighed as he pulled the needle out and tossed it to the side. Dazai following his lead threw it somewhere in the room as well.
Dazai smiled and kissed Chuuya deeply and passionately. Chuuya kissed back as well, ignoring the pop of the bottle and the sound of the substance being squeezed onto Dazai slim yet long digits. The smell briefly hitting his nose before feeling a cold and wet finger at his entrance, slowly pushing it's way within him.
Chuuya let out a whimper then soft moan. Dazai leaned down and kissed Chuuya as he slowly worked his finger within his void. Dazai watched his hand with one eye as he slowly pushed another finger inside his gorgeous boyfriend and started scissoring him.
Eventually when Chuuya was all set he pulled his fingers out while simultaneously pulling his lips away from Chuuyas. At this Chuuya let out a whine, Dazai chuckled in response. Chuuya looked at the bandages that Dazai had left on and pressed his hand against them, asking for permission as a dog would ask for food from it's master.
Dazai for once nodded and Chuuya immediately jumped into action like a dog being excited because their owner is taking them in a car unaware if they were to be abandoned or not.
Chuuya unwrapped each bandage, kissing the skin underneath as he went. Chuuya looked up at Dazai when he finished and smiled at the taller. "You're so fucking handsome, you know that?" Chuuya said while Dazai let out a hum a way of saying thank you.
Dazai taking the lube and squirting the lavender liquid into his hand and pressing it onto his throbbing member let out a small hiss at it's coldness but quickly lathered it all around his cock. Dazai once finishing pressed it against Chuuya void of pleasure. After a second Dazai pressed in causing Chuuya to stretch a little more.
Once bottoming out Dazai let the older male adjust before slowly pulling out then slamming back into him. Chuuya let out a loud moan at that immediately curling his hands into the sheets to keep himself grounded, his eyes hazing with pleasure.
Dazai smiled at the reaction his amazing boyfriend had switched up positions to grab Chuuya by the waist and brutally thrust into Chuuya, just the way he liked it.
Dazai knowing Chuuya entire body inside and out quickly found his lovers prostate and immediately started abusing it. Chuuya continued moaning and whining in pleasure, not doing anything but taking it as he was held in place, caged like a dog but instead of a crate he was being held captive by Osamu hands.
Time went by in a flash, full of skin against skin, moaning, whimpering, groans, kissing, and other sounds. Eventually Chuuya was near his limit and Dazai knew as he was also near his limit.
"Fuck, ah~ Osamu please~" Chuuya moaned out much to his pleasure Dazai didn't make him beg much more and immediately wrapped his hand around Chuuya member and spread the pre-come over the rest of his length.
With a few stroke and good timing they both came at the same time both with a loud moan. Dazai panting pulled out and pecked Chuuya on the lips.
Dazai quickly grabbed a rag and wet it with clean water and took to cleaning Chuuya up, as they didn't have much longer and he wished to cuddle Chuuya before they were taken away.
Dazai quickly wiped the come off of Chuuya and himself and laid down beside his small lover. Chuuya immediately cuddled up to Dazai side, which Dazai rolled over to hold Chuuya within his arms.
For the remaining of the time they talked and laughed going over the past 7-8 years they had spent together, now all that was left was ensuring no matter what happens, if its reincarnation, hell, heaven, whatever it is to ensure they find eachother and to stay together.
As time ticked by they slipped into the unknown, together, holding one another.
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As Kunikida, Atsushi, and Akutagawa walked to Chuuya they felt extremely uneasy as they were warned by a certain raven they may just want to let the police deal with this one as it may be too much.
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Hey everyone! How are you guys doing?
I will most likely mostly working on my other story but once that's finished I'll probably devote any motivation I have to this! Please go check it out because I am trying to let the readers help how the story will go and bc ik nothing about kids.
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